PRIVATE SPEECH; INNER THOUGHTS.
Date : Tuesday, January 08, 2008
Time : 4:46 PM
Title : PRESSURE


Just realised how pressurized you are.
Just realised it's our love to you, that made you felt so.
I didn't know all these
till the sms you sent.
it's the first time that i feel so strongly how you felt
i wished and hoped my feelings were wrong.
but, it's true.
i know how much sufferings you are experiencing.

im sorry.


Please do something that made you happy, and make the one good decision which you believe is the best for yourself, and not us.


i just want you to be happy.

it hurts to realise how much hurt you are experiencing.



dear, im sorry.
=(


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Date : Thursday, August 16, 2007
Time : 3:34 PM
Title : Wish You Were Here


How I Wish You Were Here,
Right Here, Beside Me.














Cos' I know you will give me

all your support as I mug for my exams.

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Date : Tuesday, July 31, 2007
Time : 1:22 PM
Title : RANDOM*


RANDOM*

Florence wrote in her blog,
wondering how i actually pull through
all these agonizing, tormenting & racking weeks
without my boyfriend.
but her words make me wonder as well.
actually, i also dunno how i survive.
guess partly is my dearest darlings bahs.
they made me laugh and smile every single day.

well, i do miss him alot at times.
it's kind of random kind of missing him.
when im busy or engrossed in something
i tend to stop thinking about him.
but once im done,
and have free time.
i miss him again.
is that normal?

but i realise something weird.
although i know i miss him alot.
but as time goes by,
im like enjoying the process of missing him.
oh well, i know this is weird.

the more i blog about this
the more i miss him. =(
i envy linda, xiaofong, xinting and florence so much
i know it's stupid and silly.






& i know you will be booking out soon.
real soon. =)

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Date : Monday, July 30, 2007
Time : 12:20 PM
Title : shopping spree


shopping spree today!
with my darling meimei. =)
went AMK hub. LOL.
bought so quite a number of things!
spent alot of money lahs!
but it's okay, we enjoyed it. =D


i bought
- 2 baby doll tops
- 1 tee
- 2 pencil cases (1 for my sister)
- 1 shorts
- 1 pair of shoes for my sister
- sunglasses =D
- 1 top for haojie


well, for my sister cos she wants
but im the one who pay. LOL.


and yes, i found a necklace that i wanted to buy!
so so much! but it's ex. =X
wendy, forget abt it.


well, i really love the two baby-doll tops
so much! fall in love in first sight!
friday i will wear one! =D hees.
cos wendy is going on a date.
*winks*
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oh! and me and my sister realise something.
people, put on your sweaters 1st.
cos it's gonna be lame and cold. =X



transformers need a room to transform.
and it's room two, where's room one?
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i can't wait to see your expression and smile
when i gave you the tee. hees.

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Date : Thursday, June 21, 2007
Time : 12:17 PM
Title : creative birthday gift.


thanks to the following sisters n darlings for the shirt they gave me.
although it's not really my kind of shirt,
but im really touched, very.
=)
(in alphabetical order)
- Foongling
- Huiwen
- Jennifer
- Joanne
- Lina
- Linda
- Lydia
- Nazeema
- Shaheila
- Xinting

Thanks for the designers top you girls gave me.
=..) so touched. *hugss*
i will hug you girls!!






& i miss you so much.

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Date : Wednesday, June 20, 2007
Time : 7:45 AM
Title : how much love you girls gave me.





after HE left for NS,
i realise how much you girls
love and care for me.

only when HE's not with me
i realise how important you girls are
to me.

only till HE's in NS,
i realise i need friends alot more.
you girls are
more than friends
more than best friends
more than just sisters
more than just darlings
you girls are just like my wives.


i love you girls, so so so much.

thanks for loving wendy so much
i really love you girls so much
that none of the words in the
dictionary can express it.


I LOVE YOU GIRLS!



& i miss him badly, terribly and it's unbearable.


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Date : Monday, June 18, 2007
Time : 2:31 PM
Title : moodless without you.


without you around,
i could not concentrate in doing anything.
yes, anything.
including my assignments.
thinking back at those days.
whenever i finished my assignments,
you will be my editor.
always editting my lousy and shitty english.
but now, you can't edit anymore.

whenever i finished my assignments in the past,
i would happily announced to you,
as if you would throw a celebration for me,
and you would at least give me a reply immediately.
but now,
i can't even tell you the moment i completed it.

and im really restless.
i don't feel like doing anything.
i just wanna cover myself in my blankets,
slp for days, without having to wake up.
and i hope i could slp all the way till the day you booked out.

and unfortunately!
the day you are booking out is on a thurs.
and i hope i could skip AW and go pasir ris and fetch you.
but who knows,
i got tat grammer test on that day.
no way i can skip it.

i hate this kind of life.
it's worst than being dumped by you.

dear friends,
im sorry if i dun seems to be myself these days.
im sorry if i dun really help out in the proj these days.
cos wendy is just moody.
and i promise i will try to be normal, and help out in anything.
okays? sorry.





& i really miss him badly,
so terribly. =(

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Date : Friday, June 15, 2007
Time : 3:32 AM
Title : special need child.


wendy is a special need child now.

she needs:

1) extra love from people

2) extra attention from people

3) extra hugs n kisses from people

4) extra fun from people

5) extra time for assignments and people around her



& so, meet wendy's special needs okays?

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Date :
Time : 2:16 AM
Title : separation anxiety.


wendy still has separation anxiety.
shall not go into details, ask me if you're curious.

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Date : Monday, June 11, 2007
Time : 2:42 AM
Title : The Magic of Love


The Magic of Love
Love is not judgmental,
Love is lending a hand to anyone in need.
(we help people in need, don't we?)
Love is not painful,
Love is knowing the sacrifices are well worth it.
(we sacrifice for our friends, don't we?)
Love is not biased,
Love is recognising someone's pain & comforting them.
(we comfort our friends when they're sad, don't we?)
Love is not difficult,
Love is opening your heart to those who want to give.
(we accept our friends for who they are, don't we?)
Love is not blind,
Love is being able to look in the mirror & know you are someone special.
( we all know that we're all special, don't we?)
Love is not complex,
Love is a sincere smile.
(we smile at each other sincerely, don't we?)
Love is not distant,
Love is a heartfelt hug.
(we always hug when we see each other, don't we?)
Love is the one true gift we have to share
with everyone, anywhere, in an unlimited supply.
=)
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wendy is serious here.
she loves all her sec sch friends.
she loves all her poly darlings.
they all stand by her
make her smile and laugh.
she loves them.
<3
so people, love wendy too okays?!
you girls are missed by wendy.

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Date : Sunday, May 27, 2007
Time : 2:44 AM
Title : simply love your company


bugis shopping
mcdonald's chat
midnight shopping at orchard
simply love your company.
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went bugis with huishan,xiankai n florence.
=)
enjoyable day.
not forgetting LYDIA!
she accompanied me down to bugis!
and we shopped for her mum's
birthday present.
=D

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Date : Friday, February 16, 2007
Time : 3:58 PM
Title : lots to update. xD


announcement:
to all people, esp those who are impatient.
this will be going to be a v long post.
not suitable for impatient people. =P
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14feb07. valentine's day. =))

the LAST paper.
ha. finished it quite early.
but my brain juices were all USED UP.
brain cells were ALL KILLED.
all thanks to the CS1.2 paper!

anyway, it's over. =D


valentine, people were all expecting me
to go dating with my penguin eh?
yups, we dated, while working. lols.
not a v nice valentine anyway.
got separated at work. *sign*

but, it's ok. ^^ hees~
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delicated to joanne, lydia and lina:

thanks to all my girl, my affair and my honey wife.
thanks joanne - chocolate *kinder*
thanks lydia - nice photo card. =D
thank lina - sweet note and our photo =))

so sweet of you girls. *touched*
promise to get you girls things
for the nxt occasion. =D
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15feb07 - thursday. shopping spree!

went SHOPPING.
yup, SHOPPING!
not WINDOW shopping today!
wees~

bought so so so many things. ^^
1 necklace,
1 pair of white heels,
4 tees,
1 pair of jeans,

1 shorts.

and and and

one tee for my penguin *shy*
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had a GREAT shopping spree.
and i do SPENT ALOT.
who cares.
once in a blue moon spending. xP
wuahahaha.

and i did something NICE. =)
i donated money to the needy CHILDREN.
=D
( dont sound like something so great )
but im happy. ^^ *proud of myself*
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hmmx.
saw a few ECH friends!
hmmx..
saw JASMINE! hahax.
then saw another 2 C class girls.
they did know me n xiaofong is in ECH. lols.
then we saw JAMIE, JUMANA and RACHEL!
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went to cwp with haojie.
cos he wanna buy his shoes.
but.
no size. so didnt buy.

and

i helped mummy bought a blouse
for the chinese new year.
and a belt to go with it.
guess she likes it. *glad*
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tml gonna go out again!
wees~

should i go chinatown?
to get those things for my DIY?

hmmx. tml there's a mini gathering! woohoo~
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schedule packed all the way till new year.
GOOD!
no free n "nothing-to-do" day for me. ^^

lalala~

wanna date me out? book in advance.
1st come 1st serve basis. wuahahaha.
but there are VIPsssss lahx.
lols.
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