PRIVATE SPEECH; INNER THOUGHTS.
Date : Thursday, August 31, 2006
Time : 4:06 PM
Title : weakness - soft hearted


weakness.
SOFT HEARTED!
( ahhx! )
actuali
suppose to go back to evg tml
now
no more
why?
WORK LAHX
=\
sorry friends (x-4e1s'05)
i reali CMI tml
dui bu qi
sorriex..
but i reali MISS MY DEAR FRIENDS
and
MY MR CHENG!
SUGU LAHX
( btw, sugu is one of my captains )
"please wendy, help me lahx"
"please lahx wendy"
how to REJECT?
an arrow jus shoot at my weak-point lo
those who noe me horx
shld noe tat im SOFT HEARTED
and
sometimes
IM REALI IS!
now u all noe
where to target me ritex?
=X
but im not owaes softhearted to
EVERYBODY okiex?
oni to those who are nice to me
those who once helped me
those who im close with
well.
got the uniform for
barclays singapore open
wah lao!
S size like L to me lo
--"
smmore have to wear CAP
i cfm look so HIP HOP
( l0lx )
mondae is the start of the early days!
working 5.30am
nvm
got cab
=P
hmmx.
cfm take photo n let u all c
how HIP HOP im..
=X
l0lx.
im used to the life
im leading now.
i don't want any changes
i love it now
and i love it alot
pls
don't take anything away from me


Date : Wednesday, August 30, 2006
Time : 4:34 PM
Title : meaningful.


好好珍惜
看到一个深爱着你的人为你而改变
因为爱你,他收起他的頑固脾气
因为爱你,他对別人都以感谢的心
因为爱你,他把你的兴趣也变成是他的兴趣
喜欢一个人是沒有原因的他无悔的付出,都认为是值得的,
只要能和相爱的人在一起...
其实我们的身边都有一些這样的人,只是我们还沒发现...
最懂你的人,总是会一直的在你身边守护你,不让你有一丝的委屈...
真正爱你的人,不会说许多爱你的话却会做许多爱你的事...
如果你身边有这样的人的话,请你好好珍惜...........


Date :
Time : 3:51 PM
Title : prefer..


well
im reali ENJOYING my holidaes
( im NOT being sarcastic here )
working till nitex
free cab back
went for supper
play n enjoy with friends
woots
satisfied.
=)
another dae ended
jus like ytd
work.work and more work
=X
gonna have a brk on thurs
goin back to sec schx
wonder will the WHOLE CLASS
went back anot
( hoping so, but can't happen =X )
aniwae
celebration is oni in the morn
mayb till early noon
so
mayb afternn can go shopping
for my
BLACK SHOES
=D
hope i can find one
( i hardly can find one shoe tat i like =P )
tml working 10am!
gtg n meet esther at 8am.
walked to mrt station
meet gil at 8.20am.
got to wake up at 7am
omg.
so early lo
and im still BLOGGING HERE
wuahahax
ai yahx
cos i jus couldnt slp lehx
=\
how i wish i could be like in the past
evyday
after work
went home
bath
SLEEP
wonder y i could'nt now
thinking-in-process
hopeful tml is not standing by
for MEETING!
will die!
sianx till death
=X
sometimes
i reali HATE it
when smone
sort of "MISUNDERSTANDS" me
can't a guy n a girl
go for supper?
( smmore got other ppl lo )
dating?
ya!
dating with friends
flirting?
up to u to decide
true friends understand u
the MOST
they noe wat kinda of person are u
now i noe
you don't understand me
go ahead n cont ur way of thinking
doesnt bother me
anymore.
i promised myself
to stop thinking so much things
enjoy myself
every single day
and that's going to be how i live
=)


Date : Tuesday, August 29, 2006
Time : 3:54 PM
Title : ang gugu


work.work.work.
still
work.work.work
and more WORK
my schedule for tis week:
mondae - 11am
tuesdae - 2pm
wednesdae - 11am
thursdae - off (go back sec sch)
fridae - 10am
saturdae - 10am (not so sure)
sundae - 4get the timing
whole week is PACKED!
working.working.working.
y i worked so hard for?
i had tod of tis qns.
till now.
but.
still no reason.
i made friends there.
i enjoy working there.
having fun there.
laughing there.
being crazy there.
being me there.
having free food there.
having sianx time there.
i simply love the ppl there.
=D
looking 4ward to the s'pore open
woots.
going to wrk with those clicks
again!
just like in the past
i missed those days!
=P
todae was a sian dae at work
=X
standing by for meeting
which ended at 9pm
from 5 to 9
( actuali it shld end at 7pm lo )
whole dae standing by oni.
nthing else liao
then went back.
punched out 9.30pm
but there's still cab
=D weex.
( actuali 10.30pm then have de )
went to 888 to eat
with esther hj salty n cc
then jiu walked back home
nthing special
v happening de had happened
end of my dae
again
=X
tml starting the dae
at work again
till nitex?
i guess so.
then it'll b another dae
=)
is there such thing as
"日久深情"
i wonder
i ponder
but
no answer


Date : Monday, August 28, 2006
Time : 3:08 PM
Title : blog for fun.


why did i came n blog?
for the sake of blogging?
sort of..=X
nthing to do mahx..
(i noe it's lame, but im BORED!)
oh ya..
those who came to my blog..
and found out tat u can't click the "z"
for my tagboard n "z" for my links
please click refresh..
cos once u click "b" and "u"
you can't click "z"s..
dun ask me y..
i dunno it either.
when im free..
i will go and explore and find out.
=))
sorry for the inconvenience caused.
well.
have been rotting at home
the WHOLE DAY
not working todae
so had to rot.
well, i prefer to work
then rotting
=X
nvm
IM WORKING TML!
wuahahax.
( sounds so happy, tat's a workaholic )
anyway,
actuali wanna go "prawn-ing"
with haojie and friends de.
but tml had to work so nvr went
nvr go b4..
dunno fun anot lehx..
( thinking in process )
anyway i go oso wanna have fun
and experience it oni
hahax =P
missed those days
when we are mugging
together
at mac / at rp
all mugging for diff papers.
diff course.
but
playing the same few games
( l0lx )
blogging for fun
so? it's MY BLOG
=X


Date : Sunday, August 27, 2006
Time : 6:12 PM
Title : 1st time.


well..
EXAMS ARE OVER!
(y m i so happy abt? it had passed for quite smtime liao)
=X

okiex..
fine..
went back to golf club n work..
tis time haojie joined..
more wdls ppl..
more evgians..
( and soon SGC will be controlled by us!)
wuahahax.. =X lame lahx..

okiex..back to normal!!
jus now went out with
haojie, yanhan n kianwee..
( 1st time go out alone with guys =X )
went to watch movie at cwp..
CLICK.
actuali wanna watch see no evil de..
but no time slot..
the show was quite nice..
well..i watched till i cried..=P
( im emotional n sensitive okiex?! )

if i had tat remote..
i won't use it..
i won't wan
and
i don't like to control my life
tis way..
let nature take its course then..
well..
family came 1st..
treasure evyone ard u..
tell them how u feel abt them..
tell your parents you love them..
tell your siblings u love them..
tell your frens u love them..
tell evyone u love tat u love them..

learn not to hate anyone..
hating someone is tiring..
learn to forgive n forget..

human are sterotyping..
pretty ppl means good ppl..
ugly means bad..
and oni sees the bad points in ppl..
y not spend alittle more time..
try to look
and
think of the positiveness
within those ppl ard you..
you will definitely find some within them.

okiex.
after movie..
we went to clarke quay..
for what ritex?
nothing.
jus stroll n loiter..l0lx.
then we walked n walked n walked..
from clarke quay
to esplanade
to the cathay
to dhoby ghaut
to take NR2 (night rider)

on the bus
there's tis slpy uncle..
sitting nxt to me.
the legs open until so damn wide lahx..
his right leg oready took awy
half of my seat liao.. --"
i oni scare his head
come over my shlder oni..
=X
but yanhan then changed place with me..
thanks. =))

reached wdls.
went to 888 to have supper..
then walked back home..

have a fun n great dae.
esp with these 3 lamers.
esp that yanhan.
i nvr noe his laming skills so powerful de.
l0lx.


Date : Thursday, August 17, 2006
Time : 10:41 AM
Title : mugging


i guess most of my friends are mugging now.
im oso working hard.
pass few days
went to RP (republic poly)
to revise my work
with my sec sch frens.
quite efficient.
=))

RP is near my house.
better than travelling all the way to NP
jus to study
then travel back.
i felt sianx diao lahx.
=X

(construction of blog only done after my examinations)
(sorriex)

happy birthday cong an.. =)


Date : Sunday, August 13, 2006
Time : 3:54 AM
Title :


ATTENTION TO EVERYONE!

I sincerely apologise here
i don't know what i did to my blog
=X
i was editted something
and i dunno why the code
for my pictures, tagboard and links
"disappeared" and
VANISHED INTO THIN AIR

construction of my blog
will only be done
after my examinations
when im free..
=))


Date : Saturday, August 12, 2006
Time : 3:59 PM
Title : freedom.


freedom
isn't it smthing
that
all of us
WANT and NEED?

i need it
i want it
=|

am i doin the rite thing?
i started to feel..
smthing tat i shldnt be feeling?
=X

confusing?
well.

ya.

im confused myself too.

y m i happier this way?
y tat thought nvr came across my mind?
lots of WHY qns i wanna ask.

why
why
why

freedom.
is all i wish for now.


i want my freedom
nobody controls me


Date : Friday, August 11, 2006
Time : 1:40 AM
Title : long chat.


long chat
last night.
hahax..

actuali was goin to study
at RP
with other friends
instead
BK came to my hse

mayb cos too long
nvr meet n chat.
we chatted alot
from the time
she reached my hse
till we went for dinner
at 883
on the way back home
chatting
reach my house
chatting
chatting
chatting
basically is like chatting
all the way
hahax

we conclude tat
we reali had alot to talk
aft such a long time
not seeing each other
we did met
but for a short while kind
so didnt talk much
=)

ytd was reali
a long chatting session
she went back home
at 1am.
what do u think?
long chat huhx?
l0lx

today
relax lahx!
hahax.
D01's public speaking
weex..
last week was us.
done!
over!
relax todae

i was wondering
how XF will do
for her public speaking
nvr see her have
public speech b4 lehx
=X

hahax.
so curious

hoping to take down
the photos
of her
having
public speech

wuhahahax.
bad sia me..=P

but i tink shld b
NO CAMERA ALLOWED
=P

shall update
tonitex?
or tml
abt her public speaking.

like long time
nvr see dao PP liao.
although same sch.. --"

missing florence.weiearn.gina also.
all those 4e1'05 friends
those clicks

oh
simply miss u all

i miss you guys


Date : Thursday, August 10, 2006
Time : 5:50 AM
Title : self-esteem.


well.
all assignments done!
weex.
left oni the revision test lo.
plan:
study today
do tml
=)

xinting n joanne
jus went back.
completed our ITA project.
weex.
high efficiency ar?
l0lx.

ever since i took tis course.
i feel tat
i understand ppl more
n better.
why they are like this now?
some might be due to their childhood
some might not be.

self esteem.
one of the eg.
as i was reading one of my fren's blog
he reali had low self esteem.
in the past.
i wonder why.
kept encouraging him.
till now i still do
sometimes. =X

but he still
is so..
suicidal?
(is the spelling ritex?)

wonder if anything happens
during his childhood years.

in the past
i might think
why is he so weird?
trying to seek ppl's attention?
wan ppl to care more for him?
why he has to be so negative minded.
now i sort of have the ans.

self-esteem
it affects.

it reali affects
a person's life

HAPPY BIRTHDAY YANHAN! =D
HAPPY NATIONAL DAY! =)


Date : Wednesday, August 09, 2006
Time : 10:31 AM
Title : my sister's art piece.


well.
as promised before.
i will post my sister's drawings.
=))

but
i only uploaded
her recent art work
for national day one.
=X

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this is her masterpiece
can see?

let's zoom in
=D

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hmmx.
this is the CHINESE

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and
this is the MALAY

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the INDIANS
( dun racist! =X )

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and
not forgetting
the
EURASIANS!
=P

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this is the
SLOGAN
=))

the actual drawing was..
nicer.
=D

went to sch todae.
and it was like
BORING?
for belinda's talking
is YES! BORING
for discussion time
with friends.
well
no..hahax..
got linda, naz n joan
these 3 jokers n "perverts"
the "discussion" was
full of lame jks.
laughter.
and discussion abt
g-strings?
l0lx.

accept it
it's a ALL GIRLS CLASS
hahax..

and tat xiaofong!
didnt tell me earlier
tat shuting is bring tat
laura berk's book for me TODAY!
i told her on thurs.
cos i oni got 2 hrs of "listening" class.
and tis morn when we got to schx
waiting for lecturer
then she tell me
"shu ting bring the laura berk todae lehx"

OMG!
im goin out todae lorx..
bring tat book!
siao lahx..
heavy lehx
OMG!
no choice lorx
had to carry tat book lahx.
try to squeeze into my bag.
--"
so sianx diao.

forget it.
i oready got it
on my table
nxt to me now.
=
btw, thanks shuting.
=D


Date : Saturday, August 05, 2006
Time : 1:09 PM
Title : weekend again.


wuahahax
finally
weekend
again!
weex..
im jus simply happy.

weekend = short break?
no lorx!
weekend = finish assignmts!

at least weekend is here.
time for me to TRY and complete
all the assignments
which are goin to due.

met KK at the bus stop.
went to wdls interchange.
met BK.
hahax.
1st, met the bro
2nd, met the sis

i really miss those days
that i spent with them
at mac
at their house
at my house
in school
at blk 846
juz simply miss those days
those "good old bunny days"

hopefully
tml i'll b able to complete
the ITA assignment
shld b able to
i guess. =P

well,
ytd i saw my sister's art
i think
is for the National Day
it was so
AMAZING!
i simply love it.
i took some pics of it.
i shall post it
for the next entry or wat lahx.
no worries.
im proud of my sister's art
she was talented in tat!
her art pieces are simply GREAT
even is those tat she jus
took a pencil / pen
a piece of paper
and start drawing
for the "entertainment" [??]
it's still so WONDERFUL!
im proud of her.. =P
ya.im a proud girl.l0lx


Date : Friday, August 04, 2006
Time : 3:00 AM
Title : public speaking. scary`


public speaking.
so scary!
canot imagine.
standing infront of ard 40 ppl.
having a talk
for 3 mins.

i shldn't be scare!
NE ambassdor in the past.
talking n presenting.
to more than 40 ppl.
and yet now im scare!
to just talk for 3mins?!
in the past was more than tat!

now then i believe.
practice makes perfect.
last time was practicing.
evytime there's sch cming.
presenting.

now?!
3mins n im frightened.
lolx.
i think i shld relax.
it's only 3 mins.
and tat 3mins of attention.
is on me.
and
only me.

DO IT ONCE
DO IT GREAT

(quoted from joanne)
(joanne quoted from her fren)

good luck
to me
=))






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