PRIVATE SPEECH; INNER THOUGHTS.
Date : Thursday, March 26, 2009
Time : 11:31 PM
Title : I am in deep deep LOVE.



Just close your eyes,each loving day,
and know this feeling won't go away.
<3

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Date : Wednesday, March 25, 2009
Time : 12:17 PM
Title : STUDIESSS


Previous fear of going overseas to further my studies
seem to be vanishing slowly.
I guess there are several reasons to it.
The surroundings are changing my opinion.
First, my boy is considering about it as well.
Second, seen pictures of those countries, I am so tempted to go there.
Third, beloved is considering about it as well.
Fourth, I would like to experience something different.
Fifth, the course I wanted (ok, part of me wanted) is only available overseas.

There are still fears though.
The financial part. Like what beloved said, "die die also must find 'sponsors'."
The adaptation.
The Home Sickness.
The Missing of Friends.
The Independence.
& the list goes on.

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Will my decision affects anyone?

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Date : Saturday, March 21, 2009
Time : 2:08 PM
Title : Street Fighters: The Legend of Chun-Li


Street Fighters: The Legend of Chun-Li
It's just a movie.
Yet it brought back lots of childhood memories.
(:


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Date :
Time : 1:58 PM
Title : Final Semester's Results Day


Recalling how the very first SMS notification about results were received.
So tough yet so soon, it's the sixth notification - the final one.
I thought I would just press my thumb onto the button "read" as soon as I hear the message tone.
But, to my surprise, I didn't.
Pretended to ignore that SMS knowing it's the results.
Covering the screen as I forwarded that SMS to my boyfriend,
just not wanting to see the results yet.
Waited, and waited. From about 8.30am till 2pm..
Then I finally have the courage to know about my grades.
Well, I am not the first nor the second to know about MY results.

Expectations, not from others, but myself
made me unsatisfied with the grades.
People around me seemed to be rather proud of my grades and were happy for me.
And, it's because of them,
that made me realized about
"知足常乐"
I should really be glad about my results.
Like what Joanne said, it's my personal best.
Like what HaoJie said, it's already very good. (:

Honestly, I am still trying very very very hard
to learn about
"知足常乐".
Cos' somehow deep inside me,
I know I am still quite upset about it.
Maybe it's because the distance from my achievement to my expectation,
is just a short distance away, a very short one.

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Date : Monday, March 16, 2009
Time : 6:29 PM
Title : Assurance


Maybe, just maybe, I need more assurance.

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Date : Sunday, March 15, 2009
Time : 1:15 AM
Title : Confusion


Some times I just wonder,
if I am still standing at the same position,
if I am still that influential,
if I am still in your plans,
if I am still able to make you think twice.

I am lost now.
I can't seem to find my location, in you.

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Date : Friday, March 13, 2009
Time : 7:35 PM
Title : Marley and Me


I love "Marley and Me".

Reason #1: I watched it with my boy, and only my boy.
Reason #2: The movie is super touching. (I cried like I have never cry before)
Reason #3: The dog is so cute and mischievous.

I don't mind watching it another few more times.

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Date :
Time : 7:19 PM
Title : Jealous


i have lots of questions in mind.
i have alot of "why"s in mind.
time for a change i suppose.

I dislike Friday the 13th.

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Date : Monday, March 09, 2009
Time : 12:01 AM
Title : Memory


I think that my memory is getting worst.
It's kind of bad now.
):

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Date : Saturday, March 07, 2009
Time : 4:38 PM
Title : MOVIES


So much I wanted to watch.

Marley and Me.
He's Just Not That Into You.
My Bloody Valentine 3D.
Coming Soon.

Yet, so little kaching kaching.

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Date :
Time : 1:14 AM
Title : Soul Mates


I believed that I had found my soulmates.
People who I can share my everything with.
(:

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Date : Friday, March 06, 2009
Time : 12:20 AM
Title : I Realised.


I realised,
I miss chatting with you.

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Date : Thursday, March 05, 2009
Time : 12:25 AM
Title : Random-Ness


it has been ages since i last blogged.
quite a number of things happened recently
and made my thoughts go deeper than usual.

something made me wonder,
is there such a person who is your "soul mate" ?
somehow i felt that i have one? or maybe two?
yet, sometimes i felt that i have none.
i guess im the only one who knows WHO is mine?
some time ago, i promised myself that nobody can stop me from being friends with anyone i like, and im so going to obey to that. (:
i need a balance of friends from both genders.

im starting to get irritated by someone super duper easily recently.
not going to mention names, but definitely not beloveds or close friends.
maybe the problem lays in me bahs.
reflection time.

after that romantic night with beloved joanne at vivo,
i really wanted to go back there once again.
whoever is going with me doesnt really matter,
cos i just wanna sit there and let the wind blow on my face,
oh, and of cos be like a kid at the playground. x)
as long as it's good company, i dont mind whoever is coming along,
so, anyone free? xD

bloody valentine 3D!
sudden urge to go and try out the 3D effects. x)
die die also want to go watch!

random-ness.

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