PRIVATE SPEECH; INNER THOUGHTS.
Date : Saturday, January 22, 2011
Time : 1:00 AM
Title : First Post in 2011


This space has been forgotten for a long time!
The last entry was in September 2010. Hah.
Time really flies. (:

Didn't start off 2011 well.
First was my results, next the electives, and timetable. :\
I totally regret for not working hard enough for the last semester.
And I know I always say this every single semester! ):
This semester is extremely disappointing.
I know why is that so, I prefer to keep it to myself.

I promise myself to work extremely hard, harder than before this coming semester!
Im only left with 3 or 4 semesters (including FYP), it's impossible to achieve a first class honours.
Almost impossible to get a 2nd upper, but I must at least get a 2nd lower.
Time to really pull up my CGPA, if not I would be wasting my time!

Seriously, after these few semesters, I realized that I really do enjoy early childhood more.
I guess my passion is still in the field. Decided to just go back to early childhood for my masters program, and hopefully I could qualify for it. :\
if not, i will definitely be totally lost. ):

okay. sad events just leave it aside for a while.

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21st January 2011.
POH XUE NI's 19th Birthday! (:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY DEAREST, SWEETEST, CRAZIEST LOVELY SISTER! <3

I am really happy that you arrived in this world 19 years ago.
I spent almost every single day since your birth day till today with you! (:
I love you!
Continue to be awesome, and stay in my life! ;)

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January is ending soon!

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Date : Sunday, October 03, 2010
Time : 10:05 PM
Title : Eventful September. (:



Made a bouquet of Lilies for Naz's 21st Birthday. (:


Me and the Birthday Girl. (:
She's an awesome friend.
Someone that I never regret meeting,
and is not going to stop loving. (:

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Alive Gallery with Lydia, Joanne and Naz.
The girls are great company.
I can never find another group of company just like them.
LOVE YOU GIRLS!

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Ziqi's 21st! (:
She's another friend that I cherished.
Someone who allows me to vandalize on her white ikea table,
by writing my wishes for her birthday. ;)

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Photos we took on Peipei's 21st. (:
Another friend that I knew for over a decade, and
the friendship will definitely continue on for a few more. (:


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Date : Monday, June 21, 2010
Time : 3:00 PM
Title : HAPPY 21ST


Finally the 21st June. (:
Spent the day with my loveliest sister
ate at XINWANG TAIWAN CAFE for lunch.
went to shop at SUNTEC.
headed down to ORCHARD ION, WISMA,
then to SOMERSET 313, and CINELEISURE.
she is forever the sweetest person to me. (:
i felt so bad that i actually left her to head home alone
while i waited for haojie. so sorry babe.

Delicated to POH XUE NI.
Girl, I enjoyed the day with you even though it's just normal shopping. (:
I love walking around, arm in arm, with you.
Sorry to cause you all those backaches. x)
and i love what you wrote on my FB wall for my birthday.
it's so touching, and i felt so fortunate to have you as my sister. (:
do continue to be my lovely baby sister ok?
stay healthy, pretty, funny, and stressfree. LOL!
LOVE YOU TTM!

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Headed to CINELEISURE and catch a movie with HaoJie.
Watched " She's out of my League "
Not too bad. (: Surprising the sister was celebrating her 21st birthday in the show.
LOL! Okay, that's quite pointless. =X HAHA!
We headed down to POCKET FULL OF POSIES for dinner. (:
I love that place the first time I saw it. Why?
Cos of the two tables at the entrance/glass wall.
The chairs are SWINGS!
YES! SWINGS YOU KNOW!
plus, it's actually in a florist.
everything look so damn pretty.
the food was not too bad too. (:
Shall go there for some meet up dinners with friends. :D
We took quite a lot of photos, and when HaoJie went to make the payment,
he saw a sign "NO PHOTOGRAPHY".
LOL! so paiseh. but we did apologize to them. (:
headed back home after that. short celebration.
but well, i was dining so happily in that environment. xD LOL!

So friends, let's go there for dinner sometime! (:
Pricing, kind of like Swensens price? Main course is about 15bucks.

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Thank you to all those friends who left their wishes on my FB walls,
and special thanks to those who smsed. (: Usually I prefer SMSes.
To me, they are those that really remember my birthday.
Since FB has the function of telling people whose birthday is it daily,
and I know some of those who wished on FB actually don't know my birthday. =X
BUT! of course there are exceptional that I know they remember my birthday. (:
Nonetheless, THANK YOU ALL FOR THE BIRTHDAY WISHES! :D

P.S. Never ever wish me early happy birthday on the 20th June when you knew my birthday is on the 21st! I get irritated and pissed of with that. =X thanks. (:

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Date : Sunday, June 13, 2010
Time : 2:59 PM
Title : tWENDY one



happy birthday, in advance. (:
i enjoyed myself on this celebration day.
without the love from the loved ones,
this day won't be a success.
love all you.
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Love this family. (:


Love all these members, ttm. (:


the basketball clique. (:


friendship that lasted a decade. (:

secondary school friends.
friendship that would continue on. (:


the early childhood loves.


the SGC workaholics. (:


the psychologists-to-be. (:


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Date : Wednesday, June 09, 2010
Time : 11:34 PM
Title : simply joyful


12th June is just a few days away.
Well, I was regretting about planning such a celebration recently.
Why? Too much details to take note of,
and worries as well.
But nonetheless, seeing how excited my friends were towards the day,
it's enough to beat all those "regrets". (:
and now, im looking forward to the day too.
i might get busy and tired, but i know it would be fun.
and of course filled with LOVE.
right? (:

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lots of people have been asking me this question,
what's on your wishlist?
i do have a list of items that i wanted.
but they are things that i wanted to get by myself.
they are simply too expensive. (:
thanks for the thought love ones.
to me, it's the thoughts that count, not the number of presents.
just show up on the 12th, and i will be happy enough, ya? :D

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had a reunion with primary school friends in FB recently!
the feeling was indescribable. (:
but im sure it's POSITIVE feelings.
very positive ones. :D
that's one great thing i love about facebook. (:
it brings long-lost friends together.

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Date : Saturday, May 08, 2010
Time : 2:30 PM
Title : trust vs mistrust


after having a short "confession" talk.
i decided to delete that heartbreaking sms,
and put all my trust back on him again.
like how it was in the past. (:
to some, i might be stupid to just forget it
and trust him back totally again.
but, it's okay. nobody is to blame for this.
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i lost my itouch.
yes. i lost it. :\
a x'mas gift from haojie. careless? i doubt so.
i suspect it was stolen.
and it was one of my close sisters at work.
i felt bad for suspecting her.
but everything seem to fall into place.
whatever it is, i can't get it back already.
and, im not going to confront anyone or whatever.
but im going to protect myself somehow, from her.
& it's the very first time i lost something, and something so meaningful and dear to me.
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joining the kitchen to work next week.
hope everything would be fun. (:

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Date : Wednesday, May 05, 2010
Time : 10:38 PM
Title : 戒不掉


黑夜将城市笼罩
想念蔓延在细胞
想你的拥抱你的微笑
想到快要疯掉
爱你到莫名其妙
什么已无可救药
没有你会死掉
我不再开心的笑
痛苦在胸口燃烧
在你离开以后
寂寞把我逼进了墙角
不听别人的劝告
才掉进你的圈套
现在知道却放不掉
世界慢慢的变老
戒不掉对你的依靠
失去重心该怎么好
每个表情都能治疗相思的煎熬
戒不掉你对我的好
像被关在想念的牢
只剩寂寞缠绕着我
我无路可逃
就是戒不掉对你的依靠
就是戒不掉你对我的好

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Date : Tuesday, May 04, 2010
Time : 1:36 AM
Title : the wounds


You said time will heal all the wounds.
Really?

If so, I hope it doesn't take long.
I am very uncomfortable about how I am feeling now.
It's simply incomplete.

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Date : Monday, May 03, 2010
Time : 1:24 PM
Title : 折叠式爱情


一起在海边吹风 忽然有流星划过
滚烫的手 降落肩头
能强烈感觉胸口的震动
偶尔温柔的热络 含有暗示的幽默
你想什麼 我不太懂
只晓得期待越多越难过
你带著可以折叠的爱情
我在等不会变形的真心
被抱在你怀里 却要提防你
爱要多聪明才能逃得过哭泣
走走停停的时钟 深深浅浅的互动
你没有说 一句爱我
却把我摆在爱的氛围中
你带著可以折叠的爱情
我在等不会变形的真心
被抱在你怀里 却要提防你
你那种可以折叠的爱情
爱要多聪明才能逃得过哭泣
带给我夹著开心的伤心
有时候挣扎著 陷落在泥泞
有时又忘了一切的 飞行
这是幸福的等候 或心酸的前奏
要放下太多的疑惑 才能专心去快乐
你那种可以折叠的爱情
带给我夹著开心的伤心
有时又忘了一切的 飞行
有时候挣扎著 陷落在泥泞
面对你可以折叠的爱情
该要用什麼样子的表情
为什麼不能问 不能更透明
想要保护自尊的爱藏著 孤寂

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Date : Sunday, May 02, 2010
Time : 10:12 PM
Title : once again


It simply reminded me of that particular day 5 to 6 years ago.
It's the actual same suspicious and feelings I had back then.
I am really very worried.
I am really afraid that my trust and faith in you would be betrayed
out of no where and for no reason.
Please tell me that I'm thinking too much.

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Date : Friday, April 16, 2010
Time : 11:24 AM
Title : enjoyable lunch


out of our busy and different work and school schedule,
we finally managed to have a short meet up over lunch.
it's really a short one that lasted about an hour.
it's so nice to be meeting these ladies after such a long time!
the usually catching up and laughter. (:
have to wait till May for more gatherings liaooo.

All the dates I have arranged till end of April are all with my lecture notes, textbooks and examinations! :\ well, that's part and parcel of a student's life. can't do anything to it, right?

All the best for whatever papers you have people! (:

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Date : Thursday, March 18, 2010
Time : 11:37 PM
Title : Isolation from the World


Sometimes I just wish I could
plug the earpiece into my ears,

on to the volume which I can't hear anything
other than the songs I am playing.

Sometimes, I just want to isolate myself from the surrounding,
and be drowned in the lyrics of the songs.
I enjoy that feeling. (:

P.S. I sound kind of autistic eh?

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Date : Tuesday, January 12, 2010
Time : 1:48 PM
Title : 做自己


我想,
我做的每一件事都不需要向任何一个人解释。
我的所作所为都没有必要让全世界知道。

因为,我相信,
只有相信你的人,
了解你的人,明白你的人,
和用心对待你的人,
才是真正的了解你。

也只有他们, 不用你说出你做每一件事背后的原因。
就因为,他们用心去认识你,
明白你, 了解你, 相信你, 也支持你。

你找到他们了吗? (:






P.S. 做自己的胜算最大

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Date : Wednesday, January 06, 2010
Time : 1:33 AM
Title : There's a reason to such saying. (:


男人不坏, 女人不爱。

这是有原因的。

因为坏男孩内心深处的感情, 真心的话,柔弱的一面,
永远只会在心爱的女人面前表现出来。
因为坏男孩对他心爱的女孩
最温柔,最体贴,最保护,和最真。


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Date : Monday, December 28, 2009
Time : 12:38 AM
Title : This is Touching. (:


soon i'll bring you to places that we wished we would be. =)

-my sweet boy.

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Date : Sunday, December 27, 2009
Time : 12:52 PM
Title : Happy 20th and 21st BIrthdays!


26th December 2009 was a AWESOME day.
Happy 20th & 21st Birthdays to the lovely ladies. (:

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Date : Tuesday, December 15, 2009
Time : 12:20 AM
Title :


I love squeezing on a packed train with you,
cos I know I'll be safe in your arms.

<3

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Date : Thursday, December 10, 2009
Time : 12:45 AM
Title : What is Love? This is LOVE.


What is love?

hoycasey:

A group of professional people posed this question to a group of 4 to 8 year-olds: “What does love mean?”

The answers they got were broader and deeper than anyone could have imagined. See what you think…

_____

“When my grandmother got arthritis, she couldn’t bend over and paint her toenails anymore. So my grandfather does it for her all the time, even when his hands got arthritis too. That’s love.”

Rebecca - age 8

_____

When someone loves you, the way they say your name is different. You just know that your name is safe in their mouth.”

Billy - age 4

_____

Love is what makes you smile when you’re tired.”

Terri - age 4

_____

“Love is when my mommy makes coffee for my daddy and she takes a sip before giving it to him, to make sure the taste is OK.”

Danny - age 7

_____

“Love is when you kiss all the time. Then when you get tired of kissing, you still want to be together and you talk more. My Mommy and Daddy are like that. They look gross when they kiss.”

Emily - age 8

_____

“Love is what’s in the room with you at Christmas if you stop opening presents and listen.”

Bobby - age 7 (Wow!)

_____

If you want to learn to love better, you should start with a friend who you hate.”

Nikka - age 6 (we need a few million more Nikka’s on this planet)

_____

Love is when you tell a guy you like his shirt, then he wears it everyday.”

Noelle - age 7

_____

“Love is like a little old woman and a little old man who are still friends even after they know each other so well.”

Tommy - age 6

_____

“During my piano recital, I was on a stage and I was scared. I looked at all the people watching me and saw my daddy waving and smiling.

He was the only one doing that. I wasn’t scared anymore.”

Cindy - age 8

_____

Love is when Mommy gives Daddy the best piece of chicken.”

Elaine - age 5

_____

Love is when Mommy sees Daddy smelly and sweaty and still says he is handsomer than Robert Redford.”

Chris - age 7

_____

“Love is when your puppy licks your face even after you left him alone all day.”

Mary Ann - age 4

_____

“I know my older sister loves me because she gives me all her old clothes and has to go out and buy new ones.” (Now THIS is love!)

Lauren - age 4

_____

When you love somebody, your eyelashes go up and down and little stars come out of you.” (what an image!)

Karen - age 7

_____

“Love is when Mommy sees Daddy on the toilet and she doesn’t think it’s gross.”

Mark - age 6

_____

You really shouldn’t say ‘I love you’ unless you mean it. But if you mean it, you should say it a lot. People forget.”

Jessica - age 8

_____

And the final one…

Author and lecturer Leo Buscaglia once talked about a contest he was asked to judge. The purpose of the contest was to find the most caring child.

The winner was a four year old child whose next door neighbor was an elderly gentleman who had recently lost his wife.

Upon seeing the man cry, the little boy went into the old gentleman’s yard, climbed onto his lap, and just sat there.

When his Mother asked what he had said to the neighbor, the little boy said,

“Nothing, I just helped him cry.”

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Date : Tuesday, December 08, 2009
Time : 12:16 AM
Title : What a Love Life Story.



Waiting, and waiting.
She has been waiting for him, almost the whole lifetime,
without knowing where he is,
without knowing when is he coming back
and without complains.

So, why complain when we just have to wait
for a little while, for our loved ones?

What a Love Life Story.

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The book is marvelous. (:
The ending is . . .
go read it yourself.
Hint: It's different from the movie.

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So much reflections after the book.

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Treasure and Cherish every single moment
with your loved ones. <3

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Date : Thursday, November 26, 2009
Time : 12:33 AM
Title : 不用去计较


爱一个人,
是不用去计较谁付出的比较多。

如果要计算那每一点的付出,
请问,你要算到什么时候?

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