WENDY'S (:

PRIVATE SPEECH; INNER THOUGHTS.

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Title : simply joyful

12th June is just a few days away.
Well, I was regretting about planning such a celebration recently.
Why? Too much details to take note of,
and worries as well.
But nonetheless, seeing how excited my friends were towards the day,
it's enough to beat all those "regrets". (:
and now, im looking forward to the day too.
i might get busy and tired, but i know it would be fun.
and of course filled with LOVE.
right? (:

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lots of people have been asking me this question,
what's on your wishlist?
i do have a list of items that i wanted.
but they are things that i wanted to get by myself.
they are simply too expensive. (:
thanks for the thought love ones.
to me, it's the thoughts that count, not the number of presents.
just show up on the 12th, and i will be happy enough, ya? :D

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had a reunion with primary school friends in FB recently!
the feeling was indescribable. (:
but im sure it's POSITIVE feelings.
very positive ones. :D
that's one great thing i love about facebook. (:
it brings long-lost friends together.

Labels: FRIENDship, PRIVATEspeech, RANDOM, spell L-O-V-E

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Title : Life's Train Ride

Train Ride, in Life.

Life is like a train ride. We get on. We ride. We get off. We get back and ride some more. There are accidents and there are delays. At certain stops there are surprises. Some of these will translate into great moments of joy, some will result in profound sorrow.

When we are born and we first board the train, we meet people whom we think will be with us for the entire journey. Those people are our parents!

Sadly, this is far from the truth.

Our parents are with us for as long as we absolutely need them. They too have journeys they must complete. We live on with the memories of their love, affection, friendship, guidance adn their ever presence.

There are others who board the train and who eventually become very important to us, in turn.

There people are our brothers, sisters, friends and acquaintances, whom we will learn to live, and cherish.

Some people consider their journey like a jaunty tour. They will just go merrily along.

Others, will encounter many upsets, tears, losses on their journey.

Others still, will linger on to offer a helping hand to anyone in need.

Some people on the train will leave an everlasting impression when they get off...

Some will get on and get off the train so quickly, they will scarcely leave a sign that they ever traveled along with you or ever crossed your path...

We will sometimes be upset that some passengers whom we love, will choose to sit in another compartment and leave us to travel on our own.

Then again, there's nothing that says we can't seek them out anyway.

Nevertheless, once sought out and found, we may not even be able to sit next to them because that seat will already be taken.

That's okay... everyone's journey will be filled with hopes, dreams, challenges, setbacks and goodbyes.

We must strive to make the best of it... no matter what...

We must constantly strive to understand our travel companions and look for the best in everyone.

Remember that at any moment during our journey, any one of our travel companions can have a weak moment and be in need of our help.

We too may vacillate or hesitate, even trip... hopefully we can count on someone being there to be supportive and understanding...

The bigger mystery of our journey is that we don't know when our last stop will come.

Neither do we know when our travel companions will make their last stop.

Not even those sitting in the seat next to us.

Personally, I know I'll be sad to make my final stop... I'm sure of it!

My separation from all those friends and acquaintances I made during the train ride will be painful. Leaving all those I'm close to will be a sad thing. But then again, I'm certain that one day I'll get to the main station only to meet up with everyone else.

They'll all be carrying their baggage... most of which they didnt have when they first got on this train.

I'll be glad to see them again. I'll also be glad to have contributed to their baggage... and to have enriched their lives, just as much as they will have contributed to my baggage and enriched my life.

We're all on this train ride together. Above all, we should all try to strive to make the ride as pleasant and memorable as we can, right up until we each make the final stop and leave the train for the last time.

All aboard! Safe journey! Bon Voyage!

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I was reminded of the last lecture I had in NgeeAnn (Lecturer told us this)
Finally, saw the whole story from XinTing's Blog (:
which she cited from a website.

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I miss those days, those fun, laughter, stress, words of concern, and love we have every single day. And just by attending classes, sitting in the same room, we know each of us are being loved and cherished by one another.

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Labels: *snap, and so i wonder, FRIENDship, PRIVATEspeech, RANDOM

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Title : GREAT DAY

Project at home with Joanne, Jenn, Ziqi & Cui-yi.
Then Jas came and joined us for sorbet session.
Jas, you are simply so.."innocent".
Joanne and I was painting Jas's birthday present INFRONT of her,
yet she still thought it was part of our IEP project's products.
She's so cute lahs~ HAH!

Went out to The Cathay for "Bedtime Stories"
janice joined us there.
Sat with Jas, COUPLE SEATS! lols~
Passing of popcorns from left to right, right to left again.
I was so worried that Jas fell asleep during the movie! LOL!
Rating for movie was okay
Rating for company, EXCELLENT. x)

The time outside The Cathay was the most hilarious!
Scaring Jas, asking her to touch that present we made for her.
Telling her it was a frog, but yet it's just a mini x'mas hat.
Her facial expressions, words said, actions and gestures,
OH MAN! It's so damn funny & cute! HAHAH!

Joanne was so happy to get her hannari "card" from us too.
Yeaps, thanks to jenn's patience and hardwork. =)
Jenn, it was nice. =D Thank you!

Went back for BBQ session later.
I am like a princess there man~
HAH! The guys were all bbq-ing and stuffing me with food.
LOL! Not really as enjoyable as I wanted or thought it would be
but nonetheless, thanks for their attendance and company. =)

In conclusion,
I enjoyed myself the whole day with the company of my dearest girls,
my 2 beloveds, my boy and the usual bball clique. =D

Labels: FRIENDship, PRIVATEspeech, RANDOM, spell L-O-V-E, theJOY

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Title : BLESSED

I am a very fortunate girl.

I am blessed with two great and sensible beloved.

I appreciate all your concern, care and LOVE deep in my heart.

I LOVE YOU GIRLS. =D

Labels: FRIENDship, happyness, little things make a big difference, PRIVATEspeech, spell L-O-V-E

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Title : Rafflesian Spotlight & Jenn's Birthday Celebration

31st Oct
Rafflesians Spotlight with 2 beloved at RI.
A night full of laughter, fun and embarrassment.
maybe husband-selection competition for joanne? =X

1st Nov
Happy Birthday Dearest Jenn! =D
okay, i know this entry is late!
We had a great time, don't we Jenn?
Helping Joanne remember NAME,
laughing and teasing her? xD
I still can laugh when I recalled back the "Da Jie" incident.

Labels: FRIENDship, PRIVATEspeech, RANDOM, spell L-O-V-E

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Title : LAST DAY OF WORK AT LSH

Time flew, and it was the last day of work
at little skool house.
starting from june to august (attachment)
then september to october (working)
the bond is built.
between me and the teachers
between me and the children

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Those who knew, they would know that during this working period
i experienced some thing that I would never ever forget.
I met darlings that I love so much that I didn't bear to punish them.
I met darlings that I fell in love at first sight.
I simply start to miss all those kids.
They were so sweet with all those cards and chocolates. =..)
They even asked for my phone number and address.
& im glad that andrew asked. ^^

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Too many things had happened within this short period of time.
These things made the attachment with the teachers and centre even more stronger.
As the bond grew stronger, it's more unbearable to leave them.
I wanted to cry, but I didn't.
The centre seemed so empty when we ended work (officially is at 5pm) today.
The gossip gang wasn't around. Leaving Yvonne, Janice and me, quite upset thou.

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I was so happy during my dinner.
I received a missed call, i called back.
It was a kid who answered the phone.
Then that kid told the mother that he/she is calling miss wendy.
However the mum took over the phone and said "sorry, i think we got the wrong number"
and she hung up.

After some hestitation, I called back, no answer.
Then the caller called.
Me: Hello? Who are you?
Caller: Who are you~?
Me (knowing is who already.) : Miss Wendy. Who are you? (ask purposely)
Caller: ANDREW LAHS~
& we chatted awhile.

ANDREW CALLED ME!
& when it was like ard 7pm only?
& he left school at 5pm by the school bus?
i was on cloud nine when i knew it was him. =)
I MISS YOU ANDREW! (if only iker would call me too~ =x)

Labels: FRIENDship, mySMILEcandy, PRIVATEspeech, RANDOM, spell L-O-V-E

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Title : Delicated to Mr Heng Choon Chuan

This post is delicated to Mr Heng Choon Chuan.

He is such a sweet friend.

To get me 2 mini cakes on this special day.

Thank you!

Although I know he wont read this. LOLS.

Labels: FRIENDship, RANDOM, theJOY

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Title : I'll Miss You Ladies A Lot

Seriously, I strongly believe that

I will definitely, for sure, 100% guarantee

MISS YOU LADIES!

All the best for our Field Practicum!

& Let's Work Hard Together! =D

Labels: *snap, FRIENDship, RANDOM, spell L-O-V-E

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Title : TRYING HARD

Trying hard to stay in contact
Trying hard to be like what we're used to be in the past
Trying hard to still be your close friend
Trying hard to be someone you'll talk to & share your problems
Trying hard to have close friends that I can share everything with

After trying so hard,
I still don't feel attached to you people.

After trying so hard,
I still feel that I had distanced from you girls.

After trying so hard,
I still wonder who I can call and chat anything under the sun & moon with.

After trying so hard,
I still feel that you girls don't want to stay close with me.

No man is an island;
Just because I am just a girl,
I need close friends other than my boyfriend.

Hate all these stupid thoughts.
I am feeling insecured.
Someone, reassured me please.

Labels: and so i wonder, FRIENDship, just some thoughts, RANDOM

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Title : EVERY LIL THINGS SEND A HIDDEN MESSAGE

A short SMS,
A short MSN chat,
A reply to question.

The way you response to someone's questions,
the smallest actions you did,
the slightest facial expression, gestures, body language.

All these show how much the person meant to you.
By responsing, "okok", "haha" it sends a message that you don't really bother to answer the person even when the person is concern about you.
okay, maybe im the only one feeling this way.

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My dearest friends and darlings,
I love you all ok?
I might not shown how much i love you people.
but know one thing,
all of you, yes, all!
from pri sch, to sec sch to poly or working friends.
All of you occupied a space in my heart.
Even we did not contact or exchange concerns recently,
all of you left footprints in my heart,
and i still remember you people. =)
& people, please love yourself too alright?
&& cherish those people around you.
&&& I LOVE YOU ALL!
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Dear girl, this message is for you. Please really take extra care of yourself. My heart really aches when I knew what happened. =..( It's then I realise how important you are in my life. I regretted for not showing my concerns to you more often. BUT! One thing for sure, I'll always be your friend, and someone who will always be on standby for you. =]
Don't ever to feel shy to call me up ok? Even it's just "hi" and "bye". =)
Lovess.

Labels: and so i wonder, FRIENDship, just some thoughts, PRIVATEspeech, RANDOM, spell L-O-V-E

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Title : DAY OUT WITH THE GIRLS

Shopping

Trying of Dresses

CWP's Breeks Cafe

Peppermint Tiara

Loves

Labels: FRIENDship, RANDOM

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Title : WEN.ANNE.FER

Wendy, drawn by Jennifer

Joanne, drawn by Jennifer

Joanne, drawn by Wendy

Jennifer, drawn by Wendy

Jennifer, drawn by Joanne

(Jennifer : I look bald!)

Wendy, drawn by Joanne

(I only got one short fringe)

Actually, it's quite obvious that it's Joanne's drawing. =X

We had fun drawing these eh?

Labels: *snap, ENJOYment, FRIENDship, spell L-O-V-E, theJOY

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Title : EVIDENCES OF MY HAPPINESS

Trip To BOTANTIC GARDENS

My Class of Darlings

At the $5 tree =D

(Wordings by Huiwen)

I think it's super funny, cos it made me laugh immediately when i saw this.

hahahahas.

BRA Shopping Trip

Wenanne

Lydia, trying to act shock

Naz, looks normal.

wenanne again.

*our reaction is fast! right ziqi?*

Our Carol Group!

So much fun!

Labels: *snap, FRIENDship, spell L-O-V-E, theJOY

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Title : A DAY FULL OF joyfulness, madness, happiness and first-timeness

WARNING: This blog entry is going to be long, wordy and detailed of the events that happened. Pictures will be posted up some other day as the photographers had not send me the photos. Not suitable for impatient and sleepy people.

Had a field trip to Botantic Gardens with my wonderful classmates,
met joanne at 7.15am, took bus, met xinting on the way to bukit panjang interchange
and we are supposed to meet linda and shaheila at 7.45am
the three of us (xinting,joanne,me) reached at abt 7.40am,
and waited for linda and shaheila.
and our dearest shaheila is so late, & we waited for like 15mins for her.
but, it's ok, we are not late in the end. =)

Took lots of photos during the field trip,
well, it's kind of expectable. xD hahahas.
i still wish and hope that we had been to the children's area.
anyway, the trip was super duper fun with all those ladies around,
those running and chasing up with people in front. lols.
(photos will be uploaded at a later date)

after the field trip which lasted about 2.5hours,
it's time for our ladies shopping, which we name it BRA SHOPPING!
don't know since when, our class (or maybe our clique?) had an outbreak of colourful bras epidemic
and everyone is wanting to get coloured bras.
Went to paragon's metro with my following dear ladies:
Joanne, Lina, Naz, Lydia, Karine, Ziqi, Huiwen
hmms. only lina bought hers.
then we moved on to john little at, i forget where. =X
and all of us went to try!! xD
but i didnt buy any, cos i already like bought 5 different colours one last last week?
hahahaas.
all of them bought, except for huiwen and ziqi.=)
yea, colourful ones. xD
AND! Lydia! I like the bra you wore! the strips one!! =X

after they had all bought their "goggles" (which the cashier aunty name it)
we went on to walk around, but
lydia is leaving us for her carolling, karine for work
we went for lunch at Subway.
i know im kind of sua gu, but it's my first time there.
after lunch joanne suggested that we go cine and book a chamber/room for movies
like what they did last time (but i wasn't with them then)
Left only, Joanne, Lina, Naz, Huiwen, Ziqi and Me
Book the room, but max only 5 people,
Ziqi left and met her boyfriend, so just nice the 5 of us.
We watched one and three quarter movie.
Read on, and you will know why.

First movie - Dead Silence
Starting, we all screamed. =X cos influence? hahas.
as the show moved on, we all started to cover our mouths and not scream
lina wanted to slp, but ended up watching as well.
huiwen was swearing.
naz was afraid that she scream and she pee at the same time. (but she went toilet after saying that)
joanne quietly sitting there, but she's scared, i know. =X
Well, we were like saying..
If Linda were here, she will be the FIRST one to be killed by the ghost.
hahahahahahas.

Huiwen left after the first movie.

Second Movie - You, Me & Dupree
Not a very funny show actually,
but we all are just spending our time there only
but when it's like the climax of the show,
which is kind of towards the ending
the time we booked (3hours) is up,
and they shut off the electricity.
We were all so angry, and was expecting that someone will come in and tell us that it's time to leave, but there's none.
Angry cos we wanted to know the ending!! xD ahahahas.

After the movies,
we (joanne,lina,naz and me) went to taka, then went to starbucks (awhile)
then it's 7.30pm
so we went to watch and support lydia's caroling. =)
The four of us, were like standing on the seats, so we are higher and can see better
and we are directly infront of the stage!
okay, we are all doing stupid actions and singing
in the end, passer-bys ain't looking at the stage, but us.
esp. lina. =X ahhhaas.
we went for the second slot at 9.30pm as well
this time, it's worst!
we are still standing directly infront,
but lesser people are standing on the seats,
and we are like all on drugs, going crazy
esp naz singing. JOY TO THE WORLD!
hahahhahahahas. im still can laugh when i typed this.
This made more people to look at us.
well, we are planning like finish all those dancing, singing and high-ness
we will all rush home before evyone at orchard rem us.
and we are also considering not coming back to orchard for two years
hahahahas. xD

we had our dinner at coffee club (well, my first time again)
naz is trying to kop all those things there lahs!
the teacups, salt & pepper shaker, teapot, the filter for the tea leaves
we were like all thinking of how to hide these things,
in like.. our bras? (hahahahas)
and when the staff accuse us for kop-ing,
we will act pityful, scold them for laughing at us,
cos we have breast cancer, tumour dunno at where.
hahahahahas only the four of us know how funny it was and it IS. lols.
we were like saying guys can hide the teapot well? HAHAH!
OH!
there's this staff at coffee club,
came to talk to naz and ask her if she had a sister name dunno what
and we were like saying that guy wanted to know naz
this adds on more stupid crazy ideas we had to kop those properties.
hahahas!

Well, it's really a long entry.
But it's coming to the end already. =D
I really had a super duper fun day ytd.
I had experience many things for the first time.
Like, eating subway, going e-max, coffee club, and going nuts at orchard road.
hahahahas.

thanks ladies, for so much fun.
Did i mention that we had formed our own caroling group?
HA! xD

Long entry,
but photos will be uploaded once i got it. =D

Last but not least,
I LOVE ALL OF YOU! SO SO SO MUCH!

Labels: FRIENDship, happyness, mySMILEcandy, spell L-O-V-E

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Title : HAPPINESS ALWAYS APPEAR IN MANY DIFFERENT FORMS

Happy Birthday My Dear Boy. =)
This is important for me and him ok?! =X

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Initially THOUGHT i would be kind of moody for the whole of today.
BUT NO! x)
& I realise, when one form of happiness you have is away,
happiness will transform itself to other forms of happiness
just to keep moody away, and bring smile and laugher to me (and everybody).

The other form of happiness is my poly sisters.
like what joanne wrote in her blog,
just knowing that i will be able to see my sisters when i go school every single stressful and packed day, i will definitely smile and enjoy going school.
Well, I once told my guy about this as well. He's happy for me.
These cheerful and always happy, crazy sisters never fails to make me smile and laugh. =)
Because of them, I learn to express how much I love my friends and everyone.
Because of them, I realise I am not alone, and even my boyfriend is not with me, they are my other form of happiness and love.

Dear Ladies,
all of you are miracles in my life. =)
knowing each and every one of you is already a super duper wonderful miracle.
I LOVE YOU ALL!!

Well, old friends, i love you all too. =D
Thanks for making a difference in my life.

Labels: FRIENDship, just some thoughts, PRIVATEspeech, RANDOM, spell L-O-V-E

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Title : SMALL ACTION; BIG REACTION

Special Thanks to These Two Ladies

Especially Joanne

She knows that im always lazy to bring my adaptor to school

and she, always lazy to bring her battery.

Today, she assumed that i'll borrow adaptor from her,

she brought her battery along to school.

Today, I assumed that i can't borrow adaptor from anyone,

I brought along my adaptor to school.

We always have similar thoughts.

But it's heartwarming to know,

she thinks of me when she packed her bag!

P.S. We hardly take photos together.

Labels: FRIENDship, myHEART, PRIVATEspeech, theJOY

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Title : Irreplaceable Love

Shopping trip to Bugis

with all these

cute, sexy, smart, whiny, crazy and lame ladies,

resulted in irreplaceable fun & laughter.

I LOVE YOU GIRLS SO SO MUCH!

Labels: *snap, FRIENDship, shopping, spell L-O-V-E, theJOY

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Title : SHORT DISTANCE FRIENDSHIP

After I realised something that happened recently,
I reflected on myself.
I ain't a friend that you people will think of eh?
Just like her?

When will you people be reminded of me?
Shopping trips? Birthdays? Meet ups?
Most of the time, I was not remembered.

"Secondary school friends are great friends"
quoted from somewhere.
Is this true?
It had been ages since i last gathered with you people.
I just felt that I am as irritating as her to you people.

This is the period when I need friends,
I thought I would have more time for friends.
But, I was wrong.
Even I had time for them, they don't have any for me.

It's only SHORT distance friendship now.
What if I decided to go overseas to further my studies?
Guess by then I will no longer have any.

Random.
Abandoned.

Labels: FRIENDship, PRIVATEspeech, RANDOM

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Title : LAUGHTERS FILLED DAY

Laughters filled my day.
=)

Starring of the next Liang Xi Mei's show
it made joanne n me laugh like mad.
xD HAHA.

The piano planning,
and jiamin's pen n nose action
it made joanne, ziqi and me
laughing like 3 crazy women.
=X LOL.

The jackpot performance by the ladies
are creative and funny.
Well, love you girls although you've got funny facial expressions.
x) HEES.

What a fun filled day!
=)

I'm Loving my Darlings more. =D

Labels: ENJOYment, FRIENDship, mySMILEcandy

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Title : MIRROR MIRROR IN THE SCOPE