PRIVATE SPEECH; INNER THOUGHTS.
Date : Sunday, June 22, 2008
Time : 11:13 PM
Title : TAGGED BY ADIBA!


Rules:
A) People who have been tagged must do this quiz on their blog.
B) Tag 8 people to do this quiz & those being tagged cannot refuse. These people must state who they tagged & cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by. Continue this game by sending it to other people.

#1 . if your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be ?
I will cry, scream, shout, hit and do all kinds of nonsense on him.
#2 . if you can have a dream to come true , what will it be ?
Get FP (attachment) over and done with, well with good grades as well.
#3 . what will your dream wedding be like ?
I want Belle's Yellow wedding dress, Western Sets (instead of chinese).
Maybe a Red, White and Black theme? LOL.
Not to miss out! Hydrangeas!

#4 . are you confused of what lies ahead of you ?
YES! I am VERY VERY confused.
Nobody knows what had been planned ahead for them.

#5 . what's your ideal lover like ?
I already found him. =)
Someone who I can see perfection in his imperfection, when others can't.
#6 . what is more blessed ? loving someone or being loved by someone ?
I think those are equally blessed.
Being in a relationship, both parties have to put in the efforts to love each other, and thus making each other being loved. Both worked together, and are inseparable. =D
#7 . how long do you intend to wait for someone you really love ?
Not going to wait anymore. Cos' I found him.
#8 . if the person you secretly like is already attached , what would you do ?
I will be very happy, cos he's attached to me! (HAH!)
#9 . is there anything that has made you unhappy these days ?
YES! So much! but there are more things to be happy about.
#10 . is being tagged fun ?
Depends on the questions I have to answer.
#11 . how do you see yourself in 10 years time ?
a 29 years old lady, maybe still behaving like a kid?
#12 . who are currently the most important person to you ?
Those I love, and loves me.
#13 . what kind of person do you think the one who tagged you is ?
Hmms. A funny and cute girl. xD
#14 . would you rather be rich and single or married but poor ?
married but poor.
#15 . what's the first thing you do every morning ?
Snooze the alarm!
#16 . would you give all in a relationship ?
Hmms. maybe? Don't know.
#17 . if you fall in love with 2 people simultaneously , who would you pick ?
When this happened, then I can answer. And I doubt this would ever happen. =)
#18 . what type of friend do you like ?
Encouraging, unique, special, loving, sweet, fun, out-going, open-minded, cute, & of cos those who know how to appreciate and love me.
#19 . what type of friend do you dislike ?
Those who are nice to me on the front, yet do idiotic things at my back.
& when I found out about those dark things, still can pretend like nothing happen.

those 8 lucky people are:
xueni, joanne, jennifer, jasmine, beekwoon, xiaofong, peipei, and florence

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Date :
Time : 1:39 AM
Title : NINETEEN!



Thank you to the following people's wishings:
in alphabetical order
Ah Zhi, Alicia, BeeKwoon, ChengHui, Cheryl,
ChiaHaw, ChingHong, ChoonChuan, CongAn, Da JiaHao,
Esther, Eunice, Fanny, Florence, Gina,
HaoJun, HongHai, HongJun, HuiWen, Iyeu,
JaneLim, JaniceLim, Jasmine, Jennifer, JiangHan,
JinLong, Joanne, KhowMing, KianWee, Lina,
LinFong, Lydia, Mic, Naz, Nicholas,
PeiPei, Phoebe, Ronald, Shaheila, WaiChiong,
WeiEarn, WeiJie, WeiZhang, WenKang, WenBin, XianKai,
XiaoFong, YiJun, YongQuan, YuSi, ZiQi, ZhiHao
P/S. If I were to miss out any names, I'm sorry.

Special Thanks to My Dearest Sister, My Boy, & My MUMMY!

I loved all the unsuccessful surprises,
my apologises if I accidentally spoilt all those surprises that were planned.
Sunflower represents Friendship.
Clover represents Luck.
All these showered me with LOVE.

& I am offically NINETEEN;
Time to grow up.

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Date : Sunday, June 15, 2008
Time : 1:01 AM
Title : Once In A Lifetime (Commissioning Parade)


It's Grand.
It's Smart.
It's Cool.
It's Neat.
It's the Fruit of All His Hardships.
COMMISSION LO!

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Date : Saturday, June 14, 2008
Time : 1:01 AM
Title : She's Where the Sweetness Came From



She is such a sweet lady.
Meet me up at cwp just to pass me
2 green apples lollipops.

Cos' she can't get me real apples
to fill up my empty barrel.

"Remember wad you want, doesn't mean wad you will get. Gotta work hard for it instead of wishing."

She's where the sweetness came from. =)

Joanne, I Love You to the Sun and Back!

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Date : Friday, June 13, 2008
Time : 6:35 PM
Title : Feelings



Children are excellent observers.

As tiny tots we observe and grind our lenses.
We keep watching and deciding how life works.
We grind lenses till we finish our particular eyeglass prescription at about age 5.
Then we polish our eyeglasses,
put them on and look through them for the rest of our lives.

Those glasses are viewpoints through which we look at life.
Sometimes we discover at age 19,
we're still wearing the same glasses we created at age 5.
We're long overdue for a prescription change.

It's fortunate that we're free to change lenses anytime we want.
It's great fun to begin seeing things through new ones!
- - - - -
Maybe I should just see things from my newly made lenses.
Cos' the lenses might made my visual of the world and people better,
and make me judge things better.
or it might blurred my sight, and made me ignorance and lead life the way I want it to be.

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Date : Thursday, June 12, 2008
Time : 11:49 PM
Title : Making A Difference



The dinner guests were sitting around the table discussing life.

One man, a CEO, decided to explain the problem with education.

He argued, 'What's a kid going to learn from someone who decided his best option in life was to become a teacher?'

He reminded the other dinner guests what they say about teachers: 'Those who can, do. Those who can't, teach.'

To stress his point he said to another guest; 'You're a teacher, Bonnie. Be honest. What do you make?'

Bonnie, who had a reputation for honesty and frankness replied,

'You want to know what I make?
(She paused for a second, then began...)
'Well, I make kids work harder than they ever thought they could.

I make a C+ feel like the Congressional Medal of Honor.

I make kids sit through 40 minutes of class time when their parents can't make them sit for 5 without an I Pod, Game Cube or movie rental.

You want to know what I make?'
(She paused again and looked at each and every person at the table.)

''I make kids wonder.

I make them question.

I make them apologize and mean it.

I make them have respect and take responsibility for their actions.

I teach them to write and then I make them write. Keyboarding isn't everything.

I make them read, read, read.

I make them show all their work in math. They use their God given brain, not the man-made calculator.

I make my students from other countries learn everything they need to know in English while preserving their unique cultural identity.

I make my classroom a place where all my students feel safe.

Finally, I make them understand that if they use the gifts they were given, work hard, and follow their hearts, they can succeed in life.'

(Bonnie paused one last time and then continued.)

'Then, when people try to judge me by what I make, with me knowing money isn't everything, I can hold my head up high and pay no attention because they are ignorant... You want to know what I make?

I MAKE A DIFFERENCE. What do you make Mr. CEO?'
His jaw dropped, he went silent.
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Credits to Joanne's Friend.

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Date :
Time : 12:11 AM
Title : I Am "Out of Apples"



I am an apple barrel.
I am worthwhile if only I have some apples.
I had given my apples to my family, my boy, my friends, etc.
And now, I am out of apples.
Without apples, I am no good to anyone,
not even myself.
As an apple barrel,
I am unable to function until I get some more apples.
I have got to do whatever is important to me
because that's how I get my apples.
- - - - -
People, Wendy is now Out of Apples.
She's tired of so many things.
Projects, Attachment.
& Even Friends and Bball.
- - - - -
Maybe my boy is right,
I think too much,
far too much for others.
Worrying about others being hurt,
being upset.
& resulted in me, being the one being vex about all those
not-so-important things.
- - - - -
I need apples.

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Date : Tuesday, June 10, 2008
Time : 11:49 PM
Title : Forgiveness


Say What You Mean,
& Mean What You Say.
Forgiven.
Thanks To My Boy Who Managed to "Convince" Me.

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Date :
Time : 12:32 AM
Title : Remember



I was angry. I was mad.
I felt stupid. I felt confused,
cos I don't understand
the reasons and motives behind it.

People felt "why like that?"
Some felt that I should be angry.
But the question is,
do I have the rights to be mad about it?
Can someone tell me?

I will always remember this.
Cos I was badly injured and hurt.
Life is never fair.
It never was in the past.
It never is now.
And it never will be in the future.

P.S. I just hate this thing.

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Date :
Time : 12:24 AM
Title : Blessings



with each blessings we received from anybody,
we do not return it to him/her.
he/she don expects it to be returned.
but instead,turn that feeling of gratefulness
to other souls out there who needs it.
souls who need our help and blessings.
whoever blessed you,
you go out there and bless three others!
and,don't forget your enemies.
love, bless, do good and pray for them.
- Credits to Lim Jia Wen, Joanne (My Dearest Girlfriend)

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Date : Wednesday, June 04, 2008
Time : 11:21 PM
Title : Becoming Someone's Old Toys


Toys are sometimes, something that once came into a kid's life,
but left when another walked in.

The kid decides when the toy will left his life,
but the toy doesn't know when it is going to be kicked out.

Do you choose to be the one who choose who to leave your world,
or the one who awaits and pray not to be picked to leave someone's world?

If you are the kid, which toy would you choose to throw away?
The one that once made you smile when you are sad?
The one that always accompany you to dreamland?
The one that always play hide-and-seek with you?
The one that always listen to your troubles?
The one that wipes your tears away?

If you are the toy, do you want to leave the kid?
The kid that dotes on you.
The kid that gives you all his attention.
The kid that treat you as friend and gave you a name.
The kid that keep you to himself.
The kid that never forgets and leave you alone when he plays hide-and-seek with you.
The kid that dumped you on his bed the whole day.
The kid that dragged you on the floor when he walked.

If you are the toy, do you know when the kid is leaving you?
If you are the kid, do you know your toy had left you?

Do you know people around you, sometimes they are already leaving you?
Sometimes, some might had even left, silently.

People walked in and out of my life,
and I am like the kid, I choose which toy I don't want.
But, I am the toy too, I got chosen, and dumped.

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Date : Monday, June 02, 2008
Time : 10:10 PM
Title : I'll Miss You Ladies A Lot


Seriously, I strongly believe that
I will definitely, for sure, 100% guarantee
MISS YOU LADIES!

All the best for our Field Practicum!
& Let's Work Hard Together! =D

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Date : Sunday, June 01, 2008
Time : 10:53 PM
Title : 因为爱你



因为爱你,所以害怕

因为爱你, 所以担心

因为爱你, 所以体谅

因为爱你,所以努力

因为爱你,所以想了解

因为爱你,所以学着勇敢

因为爱你,所以学着独立

也因如此,不轻易的说出我的不想。

就只因为我爱你,所以我怕我后悔。

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Date :
Time : 1:26 AM
Title : HELLO STRANGER


Hello Stranger(s).
Sometimes, things change over time.
Sometimes, people change over time.
At times, I feel kind of alone in this world.
Why are people around me changing?
Be it for the better or worse.
Wait! Are those people changing?
Or am I the one changing?
Are those people really changing?
or they are just showing their true self as time goes by?
I don't know.

To me, everyone seems to be different.
Him, her, they, and even you?
I feel that everyone is a stranger to me.
People telling me to be careful of who and who,
who to trust, whose words not to believe,
who will betray and backstab me,
the good points and bad points about who and who.

Why are you all telling me these?
Making and letting me see the cruel, dark and cold side of the real world?
Can I just ignore all these?
Let me choose who to trust?
Let me choose whose words to believe?
Let me be betrayed and backstabbed till I bleed, and yet doesn't know?
Let me just see everyone as what everyone I see is?

I just want to see the world from my eyes.
I just want to listen to the sounds with my ears.
Be it that I am stupid or naive or innocent or plain dumb.
Just let me be, can?

I feel like I am living in a world of strangers.

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