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Date : Wednesday, May 27, 2009
Time : 10:20 PM Title : A New Start Sometimes, I just feel like not having a blog at all.
Or rather not having any friend's blog link at all. Which means, simply isolate myself from my friends' world, till they update me about it. Won't it be better? (: Labels: and so i wonder, PRIVATEspeech, RANDOM
Date : Monday, May 25, 2009
Time : 9:35 PM Title : 情 情。 恐怕我用我的一生也无法捉摸它， 无法了解它。 它可是一个难搞的家伙啊! Labels: PRIVATEspeech, RANDOM
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Time : 9:24 PM Title : It's Different It really feels very different now. - - - - - The Sudden Shopping Urge, again. Labels: PRIVATEspeech, RANDOM
Date : Saturday, May 23, 2009
Time : 12:12 PM Title : Life's Train Ride  Train Ride, in Life.Life is like a train ride. We get on. We ride. We get off. We get back and ride some more. There are accidents and there are delays. At certain stops there are surprises. Some of these will translate into great moments of joy, some will result in profound sorrow. When we are born and we first board the train, we meet people whom we think will be with us for the entire journey. Those people are our parents! Sadly, this is far from the truth. Our parents are with us for as long as we absolutely need them. They too have journeys they must complete. We live on with the memories of their love, affection, friendship, guidance adn their ever presence. There are others who board the train and who eventually become very important to us, in turn. There people are our brothers, sisters, friends and acquaintances, whom we will learn to live, and cherish. Some people consider their journey like a jaunty tour. They will just go merrily along. Others, will encounter many upsets, tears, losses on their journey. Others still, will linger on to offer a helping hand to anyone in need. Some people on the train will leave an everlasting impression when they get off... Some will get on and get off the train so quickly, they will scarcely leave a sign that they ever traveled along with you or ever crossed your path... We will sometimes be upset that some passengers whom we love, will choose to sit in another compartment and leave us to travel on our own. Then again, there's nothing that says we can't seek them out anyway. Nevertheless, once sought out and found, we may not even be able to sit next to them because that seat will already be taken. That's okay... everyone's journey will be filled with hopes, dreams, challenges, setbacks and goodbyes. We must strive to make the best of it... no matter what... We must constantly strive to understand our travel companions and look for the best in everyone. Remember that at any moment during our journey, any one of our travel companions can have a weak moment and be in need of our help. We too may vacillate or hesitate, even trip... hopefully we can count on someone being there to be supportive and understanding... The bigger mystery of our journey is that we don't know when our last stop will come. Neither do we know when our travel companions will make their last stop. Not even those sitting in the seat next to us. Personally, I know I'll be sad to make my final stop... I'm sure of it! My separation from all those friends and acquaintances I made during the train ride will be painful. Leaving all those I'm close to will be a sad thing. But then again, I'm certain that one day I'll get to the main station only to meet up with everyone else. They'll all be carrying their baggage... most of which they didnt have when they first got on this train. I'll be glad to see them again. I'll also be glad to have contributed to their baggage... and to have enriched their lives, just as much as they will have contributed to my baggage and enriched my life. We're all on this train ride together. Above all, we should all try to strive to make the ride as pleasant and memorable as we can, right up until we each make the final stop and leave the train for the last time. All aboard! Safe journey! Bon Voyage! - - - - - I was reminded of the last lecture I had in NgeeAnn (Lecturer told us this) Finally, saw the whole story from XinTing's Blog (: which she cited from a website. - - - - - I miss those days, those fun, laughter, stress, words of concern, and love we have every single day. And just by attending classes, sitting in the same room, we know each of us are being loved and cherished by one another. - - - - - Labels: *snap, and so i wonder, FRIENDship, PRIVATEspeech, RANDOM
Date : Friday, May 22, 2009
Time : 6:38 PM Title : Fridays  I love Fridays.I want to and can meet up with friends, and all on Fridays. (: well, Thursday night will do too. - - - - - So, feel free to date me on fridays! Labels: *snap, and so i wonder, PRIVATEspeech, RANDOM
Date : Tuesday, May 19, 2009
Time : 12:40 PM Title : Selective Memory I chose to lose part of my memory, simply cos it made me a happier person. (: Yes, I have selective memory system. Hah! - - - - - Don't get too confused if you mentioned something to me, and I replied "Huh? What? I don't know and never heard that before." It might be eliminated by this unique system in me. Don't worry BiBi, you will never be removed. x) Same goes for my beloveds and friends. Cos this system only eliminated situations or words said, not people. Labels: PRIVATEspeech, RANDOM
Date : Monday, May 18, 2009
Time : 5:37 PM Title : Get Away  Get Away, is what I want & need now. Labels: *snap, PRIVATEspeech, RANDOM
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Time : 11:00 AM Title : Two Hands to Clap To clap, you need both hands.
I have so much thoughts in me now. I wanted to say it all out, but am afraid. I am feared to worsen the whole matter, once again. Maybe I should just shut up. - - - - - Forgiven, and Forgotten. (: Labels: and so i wonder, PRIVATEspeech, RANDOM
Date : Saturday, May 16, 2009
Time : 2:43 AM Title : Two Cents Thoughts. Forgive and forget;
seems to be like something really tough to achieve. I still remember a facebook note that I did, and there's a question about forgiving and forgetting. I think it's something like forgive or forget is easier? Actually I can't remember. Well, this proves that I forget things easily. LOL! I am really proud of myself that I can actually forgive and forget very fast. (: Not only so, I get over unhappy things much faster now. If I were to be the Wendy in the past, I will sure emo and cry for don't know how many weeks! To be honest, I feel that I am a more reflective person now. (thanks to those assignments! hah.) Anyway, I always believe that every single thing happened for a reason. Although some times, you won't know the true reason, that's when you have to make guesses. Yes, GUESSES, it's plural. And those guesses have to be both positive and negative. It can be from the simplest to the complicated ones. After listing out all your stupid and wild ones, list out those rational and reasonable ones. Choose to believe those positive, rational and reasonable ones. For example, A hit B. Wild and stupid, negative reason: "A don't like B", "A just feel like hitting B", "A is an asshole!" Rational and reasonable, positive reason: "Something serious must be going on between them", "it could be B who said something or did something that made A angry and therefore hit B" Suddenly, I felt stupid writing all these! HAH. Whatever lahs. I just want to convey the message that, take your time to see any matter from all sides, think about it from different perspectives, think about all the possible reasons that caused these, it would make forgiving and forgetting easier. Well, how much you trust that person is also another factor. (: Self reflection is something cool, I think? It makes you think indepth, think more, and sometimes it's amazing to realise that you, yourself are the one at fault, yet you are pushing everything to everyone else, except yourself. Well, that's the conclusion that I usually came to. LOL! Reflecting is something good sometimes. (: It would make you a better person I suppose? Well, finish with all these random craps. I don't even know if all these make any sense. =X - - - - - P.S. DAMN! I MISSING MY BELOVEDS! Labels: and so i wonder, PRIVATEspeech, RANDOM
Date : Thursday, May 14, 2009
Time : 12:00 AM Title : Graduation 2009  Graduation! (: For more pictures, go to my Facebook and see. x) Time flew by faster than we knew. I love those poly days with these ladies & some other that did not manage to get in the photo. =X They brighten up and spice up those dreadful assignment days. (: Labels: *snap, and so i wonder, PRIVATEspeech, RANDOM
Date : Tuesday, May 12, 2009
Time : 11:47 AM Title : Missing My Ladies Tomorrow is Graduation. Finally. Yet, today I am missing my ladies. Especially my beloveds, and the clique. I really miss them so much now. Labels: and so i wonder, PRIVATEspeech, RANDOM
Date : Friday, May 08, 2009
Time : 11:55 PM Title : I Guess You Never Understand Me.  I don't know how to blog about this. I am bleeding profusely in my heart, once again. I cherished all friendships, and all my friends who are close to me, or even just a very normal friend. The three characters made me broke down, and have this worst disappointment I had ever felt. I put on a strong front in front of him, her and her. But I could take it no more. I promised that I will talk to her, I did. I told you final decision is still up to her, you agreed. He told you those words are his third person's opinions, you apologised that you put me in a difficult position, and said you appreciated my help. I believed that you really is thankful. And I am really glad that I did what I promised, yet still feel sad that I didn't do much help. After the response in MSN that day, I still told myself everything is okay. Till today, I finally know the truth. Have you ever understand me before? Am I ever a friend, just a normal schoolmate, to you? I guess you never understand me, at all. I really hope I would never encounter someone who rather trust someone they hardly interact or hang out with than trusting me. It's really very painful. So painful that it feels like my boy is leaving me. I am really lost now. I am just a third person, who is totally neutral. Why ask me if I love my right leg or my left? I love both, deeply. That's why I am in such pain now. - - - - - I have no one to blame, but myself. I just want to blog this out. Cos I can't bring myself to say how much I hurt to people I love. Labels: *snap, and so i wonder, PRIVATEspeech, RANDOM
Date : Thursday, May 07, 2009
Time : 9:19 PM Title : Personality Test. Name: Wendy Poh Xue Wei
Utmost in your mind is success. You are constantly seeking stimulation and a life full of experience. You are trying to 'grow' and above all you need to develop freely and to shake off the shackles of self-doubt. You are an enthusiastic individual, full of life with the desire to live intensely. You like contact with others and are enthusiastic by nature. You are receptive to anything new, modern or intriguing. Your interests are many and you are likely to expand your fields of activities. You are optimistic about the future and you deserve every success because deep down you are a 'winner'. You are very self-sufficient and methodical. You presume to know where you are going but need to find a person who will recognise the way you are, not be too demanding and who is, as they say in Italy, 'Simpatico'. Being a very proud individual, you tend to hold yourself aloof pretending that you are stoical - indifferent to pain and pleasure. This is not so, for in truth you are an extremely emotional individual, one that may make a hasty decision and perhaps regret it at leisure. It is time now to break the bond of detachment and be the 'you' that you would like to be - give vent to your emotions and enjoy yourself. It is said that we are all influenced by our environment and indeed you are no exception. It would seem at this time that even though you may be surrounded by people, you are experiencing an inner loneliness. Fortunately you are sufficiently strong minded to realise that life has a great deal to offer you and that you may miss your share of experiences if you fail to make the best use of every opportunity. You therefore pursue your objectives with a fierce intensity and are prepared to commit yourself deeply and readily. You believe that whatever you would like to do or think 'you can do' - you do! It is because of this attitude that you may be considered by others as arrogant and even conceited, but its fair to say that whatever it is that you really want out of life you will put your heart and soul into it and will not take 'NO' for an answer. The fear that you may not be able to fulfil or realise all of your ambitions makes you work and play hard. The thought of being prevented from achieving the things you want leads you to play your part with frantic fervour. Labels: and so i wonder, PRIVATEspeech, RANDOM
Date : Sunday, May 03, 2009
Time : 10:22 PM Title : I Miss All of You.  Samantha called me today. (: That's very sweet of her. She missed me, that's why she called. Complaining to me that she has exams, and how hard all those exams were. - - - - - Janice told me they are having a Bowling Day on 15th May. & I really wanted to go back. I am glad that those kids still remembers me. (: - - - - - I MISS ALL MY LSH KIDS! Labels: *snap, and so i wonder, PRIVATEspeech, RANDOM
Date : Friday, May 01, 2009
Time : 11:44 PM Title : Pee In The Jeans, Lesson Learnt: Never let a child who is toilet training to sit on your lap. Cos what you might get next is, wet jeans. - - - - - Yea. I got it. And my left side of the jeans was kind of yellowish in colour at my thigh area. Doesn't matter, cos it dried up on my walk back to the MRT Station. Labels: and so i wonder, PRIVATEspeech, RANDOM |
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