Date : Monday, May 26, 2008
Time : 5:30 PM
Title : 孩子，快抓紧妈妈的手

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Date :
Time : 5:05 PM
Title : DELICATED TO JOANNE

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Date : Sunday, May 25, 2008
Time : 10:03 PM
Title : NATURE'S CALLING

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Date : Saturday, May 24, 2008
Time : 1:44 PM
Title : FATE WORKS WONDER

Do you believe in Fate?
Do you know how Fate works?


I simply love the surprises that Fate bought to me.
Those sweet and nice ones only.

Time was zooming and rocketing so fast
so fast that I can't catch up with it.
I slowed down my pace, stopped for awhile
and looked back at those things that Fate had made it happened, on me.

Moving on from Primary School to Secondary School
My boyfriend's class was right beside mine when I was in Sec 1 and him Sec 3.
Walking pass each other, strangers.
Tooking a glance at each other before, strangers.
He's my friends' friend, yet still strangers.
Knowing his name, still strangers.
After he graduated, entered Polytechnic, me in Sec 3, still strangers.
Until I was mugging for my O'level, he was in Poly Year 2 (Guess Sem2?)
Still strangers.
Watching him play bball with other friends and my girlfriends (2 of them),
me and him are still strangers that only know each other's name.

Till one fine day,
someone added me in msn,
someone smsed me asking me what time am I going mac to study.
Then we are no longer strangers.
But, friends who ain't familiar.
Slowly, finding out so much things in common.
Getting to know each other,
gradually becoming closer friends.
Till he fell for me.
Yet, someone unknown appeared,
and all these were stopped.

A year passed.
I entered Poly,
Fate made me know those wonderful and sweet ladies.
Fate let me met my boy, again.
Fate let me realise that we're in the same institution.
Fate made both of us start to know each other, again.
And everything that once happened, are rewind, and replayed.
I'm glad it did.

Never knew that Fate works in such a way
that it surprised me so much.
How Fate made things happened like fantasy.
I just love the way Fate plan events for me and my boy.

Fate made strangers walked passed you.
Fate made friends out of strangers.
Fate made closer friends/sisters/brothers out of friends.
Fate made couples out of friends, sometimes strangers.
These are beautiful sides of Fate.
There are dark sides of Fate,
but, those darker sides are meant to teach people lessons
and make people grow up and mature.
So, Fate is still lovely.

Fate works Wonder.

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Date :
Time : 2:02 AM
Title : SOMETIMES;

Sometimes, I just dislike Friday(s).
Why? Stupid reason.
I shall keep it to myself.
But most of the time, I love Fridays. =)
Contradicting.
- - - - -

My dear boy book out tonight (friday)
Booking in tml early morning 6am
Booking out on Sunday early morning
Booking in on Sunday night
What kind of arrangement is this? -.-
Can you at least let him stay and book out on Sunday?
Letting me see him, have him by my side for that few hours
and taking him away from me, it's so unbearable can?!
I can't wait for 14th June.
- - - - -

Was going to school with Joanne,
this sweet and nice lady brought me a yakult. =)
Thanks Honey. *Appreciated it*

Was talking about surpassing people, and by people.
I never know I affected someone.
But for sure, people around me are surpassing me.
They motivate me and at the same time put me down.
Motivating me to be at the same pace as them
Putting me down when I know I am lagging
Why is the world so competitive?
Or it's just everyone wanting to achieve their very best?
Is it human's nature?
I hate such competition,
yet it's this competition that keeps me going
and working harder and harder to achieve what I wanted.
Humans ain't simple creatures, ya? HAH.
- - - - -

Attachment going to start in a week's time.
From 2nd June till end of July.
I just hope everything will be fine for me.
The mentor, the teachers, the supervisor, the children
Everything and everyone just be nice.
Oh, and special thanks to Janice! =)
She's so efficient, and so sweet of her
to help me find out the shuttle services timing and writing it down.
Thanks Girl. =D
Let's make each other's attachment days fun and enjoyable.
HAHAH.
- - - - -

Can I have 48 hours a day?
or 14 days a week?

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Date : Friday, May 23, 2008
Time : 1:12 AM
Title : A PROMISE

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Date : Wednesday, May 21, 2008
Time : 11:41 PM
Title : MY WENT-WILD THOUGHTS

Just caught "What Happens in Vegas" with my two friends.
Well, I think it's nice. =)
& I don't really mind watching it the second time.
Next movie: Made of Honour (Hopefully with my boy)
- - - - -

Was casual chatting with a guy friend,
then came to the topic on guy's ego.
So much thoughts came into my puny brain.
Do guys let down their ego for the girls that they love?
Guys need to have the "face" infront of their friends?
But, did they know that sometimes girls need the basic respect and "face" as well?
I know my boy needs the basic respect from me when we were with his friends.
I gave it to him.
I am willing to be his little, obedient girlfriend.
But, does he know the effort I had put in?
Does he know that he had put me down again and again without realising it?
Those words he said, those jokes he cracked, those comments he gave, those responds he showed,
at times, all these were like invisible arrows,
that are so invincible, that it pierces right through my heart
and made it bleed sliently, making me having to hold my tears back,
and worst, to fake a smile and act as if nothing had happen.
Does he know all these? No, he does not.
- - - - -

sometimes, somehow,
I just wished that my boy wasn't an officer-to-be.
I dislike his "officer-to-be" attitude.
Maybe, I'll get used to it.
But yet, I am still very proud of him. =)
VERY VERY proud of him. ^^
- - - - -

P.S. Boy, I love you. When is our next heart to heart talk? I hope it's soon.

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Date : Tuesday, May 20, 2008
Time : 4:17 PM
Title : BEING IN LOVE & TRUSTED

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Date : Monday, May 19, 2008
Time : 2:58 PM
Title : VIEW PEOPLE

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Date : Saturday, May 17, 2008
Time : 4:35 PM
Title : DO I HAVE A CHOICE?

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Date : Friday, May 16, 2008
Time : 2:39 PM
Title : SWEET OR BITTER

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Date : Monday, May 12, 2008
Time : 1:25 PM
Title : THINK, OR MISS

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Date : Saturday, May 10, 2008
Time : 5:15 PM
Title : BITS & PIECES OF EVENTS

Finally my dearest boy is coming back, soon.
And I just came to realise,
I had such a great friend,
that feels as excited about monday as i am.
Well, for the same, yet different reason.
She's excited that my boy is coming back,
i know you people must be wondering why?!
yet, she only wants her niu she bing. LOLS!
oh well, i understand her.
Cos im also look forward to what my boy has got for me.
HAH!
Did i mention that friend is Lim Jia Wen, Joanne?
- - - - -

My poor little wu ming zhi (the marriage finger, left hand)
was injured. Thanks to the bball. =D
My ring size is now one size bigger.
OH! And my boy's left hand's middle finger is injured too!
I sounded happy eh? =X
We always have common areas that are injured.
Oh well, of cos i hoped that he is always safe and sound.
- - - - -

P.S. Projects are starting to row in.
P.S.S. I MISS MY BOY!

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Date : Wednesday, May 07, 2008
Time : 7:19 AM
Title : HOW TO BE A BEAUTIFUL LADY

For attractive lips , speak words of kindness .
For lovely eyes , seek out the good in people .
For a slim figure , share your food with the hungry.
For beautiful hair , let a child run his/her fingers through it once a day.
For poise , walk with the knowledge that you never walk alone.

People, even more than things, have to be
restored, renewed, revived,
reclaimed, and redeemed; never throw out anyone.
Remember, if you ever need a helping hand,
you will find one at the end of each of your arms.
As you grow older, you will discover that you have two hands;
one for helping yourself and the other for helping others.

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Date :
Time : 4:53 AM
Title : MY SUN; HIS SUNSHINE

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Date : Sunday, May 04, 2008
Time : 9:35 AM
Title : THE WEEKEND

It's Saturday.
& I was home,
in my small room,
sitting on the chair,
dating with my laptop,
trying so hard to complete lucy's summary.
And after 6.5hours of dating with the article and my laptop.
I'm glad to announce that
my brain juice had dried up,
and my brain is like half dead now.

AHH!
I can't stand it!
I simply hate summaries.
no choice, have to do it.
DAC ones, untouched.
It will be dates with them soon.

- - - - -

I had a stupid, idiotic, assholic, bad nightmare!
It's so bad that i was crying like crazy
in both dream and reality!
it's karma? or am i simply thinking too much about it?
I wished and hoped and prayed that i would forget about it
but it just stays rooted to my half dead brain!
I can't forget it!

- - - - -

15 days, & I can see you.
P.S. I need a real secure hug.

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Date : Friday, May 02, 2008
Time : 11:17 PM
Title : JUST THE HEAVEN I ALWAYS WANTED

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Date : Thursday, May 01, 2008
Time : 5:30 AM
Title : WHAT OTHERS SEE

What others see from your style
You probably live in your own little world and studiously avoid having to search for your own identity. You may feel that you are not loved, and being in your imaginary world is your way of coping with this. You get moody easily.

What your nightclothes reveal
You are friendly and always in good mood. You are candid and helpful, and can be sexy at times too.

What others see from your ties
You are strong-minded and determined. Even though you may appear to be gentle, you are actually a stubborn person who loves to be challenged.

What others see from your belts
You are a lonely and demanding person. You are hardworking as well as intelligent, and can be passionate when in love.

What others see from your shoes
You are a person who loves simplicity and is sincere and open. You are pleasant to be with, easygoing and always in a good mood. You neither want to control nor be under someone else's control. You don't care much about how you look, and know that it's what's inside someone's heart that's important.

What others see from your earrings
You are a hardworking people. You are serious and capable. You know what you want out of life, and you go after it.

The last analysis
You are probably a clever and adventurous person. You love to learn new things, and enjoy socializing with friends. Although you enjoy your freedom, you cherish peacefulness and like to spend time alone with your thoughts.

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Date :
Time : 4:59 AM
Title : 你和我和他之间

女:晚安失眠　一樣是只有寂寞光臨的房間

男:手機裡面　全都是半生不熟朋友的留言

女:老掉牙的愛情影片　還是反覆看了好幾遍

男:無意間總點起香菸　像是弔念某一種想念

合:你和我和他之間　有沒有同樣一種寂寞在蔓延(在蔓延) 　　

我們都厭倦相互了解　

女:是習慣獨眠

合:或害怕改變 　　你和我和他之間　

我們的世界會不會有交叉點 　　

也許某一天某個地點　你等待的人　

男:(等待的人)

女:他會出現..

合:我們都太過善於遮掩　卻又期待的太過明顯 　　

看不見愛情的殘酷面　

女:該向誰去埋怨

男:還是對自己說抱歉　　

合:或許命運中那個對的人

合:他還沒出現　還沒出現

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Date :
Time : 3:10 AM
Title : IN MY OWN THOUGHTS

have been having serious mood swings recently.
don't know what im actually thinking about
and don't even know why it will come so easily.
Simply hate it you see.
When it came, it not only dampen my mood.
I'm afraid it affects my friends around me as well.
Sorry people, if I were to keep quiet out of a sudden
and seems not like myself,
it's just mood swings.
So, just leave me alone. I will fight it back.

- - - - -

I am seriously not in the mood to do CIRPE
That stupid article,
which I don't really think there's a need to summarise.
No choice, it's an ASSignment.

- - - - -

I should have better time management?
I should have been more determine and discipline
in my work.
so! wendy is going to complete her summary,
if possible summaries,
at least one by today.
and the remaining by this weekend. =D

JIAYOUSS!
For the sake of your enjoyment!
Do it!

- - - - - -

18 days of singlehood.

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