Date : Thursday, April 28, 2011
Time : 10:36 PM
Title : taking each other for granted

are we taking each other for granted? 
- - -
we may appear to be problem-less couple,
but in actual fact, are we?
im starting to lose faith. 
this sucks. 
i hope we aren't. 

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Date : Tuesday, April 26, 2011
Time : 10:46 AM
Title : achievement

i wonder what have i been trying to achieve in life.
i know i have always wanting to be different from others.
when i realize Degree holders are increasing, i wanted a Ph.D, or at least a Masters.
when i am planning to be back to teaching, and knowing more people are becoming teachers.
i wanted to be someone else, like psychoneurologist, child psychologist, dxo, forsensic psychologist, etc.
just something, unique and different.

is this good or bad?
it's good that im trying to make myself work harder and achieving more.
but at the end of the day, im unsure of what i really wanted to be.
and what am i trying to achieve?

it's the lost-at-cross-roads feelings, again.

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Date : Monday, April 25, 2011
Time : 10:09 AM
Title : getting back to this space

i have been drifting far apart from this space! haha!
and i have rarely been reading my friends' blogs too. ):
ya, that's quite disappointing to know. =X
im trying to get back to this space, and trying to update as much as i can.
i guess here's one good place to let me vent and whine all i want,
without anyone shouting back and asking me to stop all those rubbish. hah.

another semester is ending, nearing to the exams.
and stupidly, 7th May was and will be my first paper.
the school is weird! it was a PH due to the voting,
then happily change to 14th!
i was finally happy that i have longer time to study for it,
then! yesterday night just received another email,
saying students feedback saying they already made plans for after 7th May
like booked tickets to travel.
and they happily change it back to the 7th! WTH!
and now, i got to finish rushing all 3 assignments due this week,
and really start studying real hard for those papers.

took up special term during this holiday,
and i got the module i want! TENNIS! :D
although it's only for a month, but im going to enjoy myself fully. (:
not going to waste that $500, and my time! (:
maybe it could be some new pick-up hobby in future. haha.

was planning to wake up earlier and go for a jog this morning,
well, had difficulty getting off the bed, but was so good at snoozing my alarm.
i snoozed for like an hour, which is about 6 times. =X hah.
i even dreamt that i woke up, and was washing up and leaving home with my sister
while she go school and i was heading for a jog!
this dream didn't last long, woke up when i heard the door closed,
my sister went out to school. LOL.

have been watching shows recently so much
that i felt kind of lost having no shows to watch now. haha!
got really addicted to House and Glee.
Okay, kind of slow for Glee, I know! People already finish watching season 1 and maybe completing season 2. LOL! who cares. =X i enjoy it can already. haha.
Seriously, I don't think Glee would have alot of seasons though. =X
that aside.

got to get back to my assignments.
damn it. :\ 3 are due this week! sians!
wish me luck.

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