PRIVATE SPEECH; INNER THOUGHTS.
Date : Monday, September 25, 2006
Time : 5:34 AM
Title : workaholic life sucks.


workaholic life
means
NO LIFE!
=X
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starting to get sick
of working.
why?!
tod im a workaholic?
ya. i am still one.
BUT!
i simply hate
those rubbish work
tat they asked me to do
like?
pack the store?
shit you lahx!
everytime oso i pack!
"ask wendy go pack the store"
the only job i hate is this!
don't ever ask me to pack again!
esp to pack it ALONE!
i'll go back home immediately!
i will think of any stupid excuses!
=)
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barclays singapore open's pay
is OUT!

weex.
so excited abt it.
BUT
wrong amt!
stupid lahx!
finance dept reali lousy lo!
only gave me 1/2 of my pay
i work like siao
work until like ghost
you gave me 1/2 my pay!
no way man!
pay delayed lo.
=so much things i wanna buy
okiex?!
GIVE ME MY PAY! ASAP!
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tml onwards
gonna be a tiring week for me!
mon to thurs
7am daily!
fri 9.30am
sat 1pm

looking 4ward to sat!
cos got wedding dinner!
i love to work
when there's wedding dinner!
=P
cos reali envy the bride n groom lo
smmore
most of the time
there's dancing involved.
so sweet!
felt like getting married smtimes
while watching lo.
=X
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workaholic life is really no life.
even i have a no life life.
i would still love
and
cherish
every single people in my no life life.
to meet is a fate.
even it's only a glance.
it's also fate.
=)


Date : Thursday, September 21, 2006
Time : 5:13 AM
Title : i hate myself.


till todae.
then i noe.
im
evil.cruel.heartless.
-----------------------------
till todae.
then i noe.
i had
hurt you
so much.
in the past.
----------------------------
sorry
can't cure
those pain
you suffered.
-----------------------------
i hate myself.
for hurting you
that much.
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i suck


Date :
Time : 4:53 AM
Title : hate it.


woots.
got my pay!
i wanna SHOP!
i wanna buy more tops
more shorts
( i LOVE shorts! woohoos )
more shoes =P
bag!
( although i bought 1 recently =X)
BUT
i fall for another one!
=P
ipod.
( don't nd to buy liao =D )

feel like cutting my hair.
not reali CUT lahx
TRIM
=)

but!
i wanna work
and earn more $ 1st. =P

super duper workaholic
=))
that's me!

life is something to be enjoyed
you only live it ONCE
so
live it ONCE,
live it GREAT!


Date : Tuesday, September 19, 2006
Time : 4:00 AM
Title : what WENDY means


what WENDY means:
W- U're very broad-minded.
( i nvr know im broad-minded =X )
E- U hv a nice ass.
( hahax..i dunno i got a nice ass lehx. =P )
N- U're absolutely beautiful.
( oh..thanks.. =X )
D- U hv 1 of the best personalities ever.
( really? but i dun tink my personality is good lehx )
Y- 1 of e best bfs/gfs any1 could ask 4.
( i can't comment on this, had to ask my ex )
try out your name:
A- Damn gd kisser.
B- Gd all-rd prsn.
C- U're wild & crazy.
D- U hv 1 of the best personalities evr.
E- U hv a nice ass.
F- Ppl totally adore U.
G- U nvr let ppl tell U wat 2 do.
H- U hv v. gd personality & loox.
I- U gt hyper easily.
J- Evry1 loves U.
K- U like tryin new tings
L- U live 2 hv fun.
M- Success comes easily 2 U.
N- U're absolutely beautiful.
O- U're an awesome person.
P- U R popular with all types of ppl.
Q- U're a hypocrite.
R- Sexy!
S- EZ 2 fall in love with.
T- U're loyal 2 those U love.
U- U really like 2 chill.
V- U're non-judgemental.
W- U're very broad-minded.
X- U nvr let ppl tell U wat 2 do.
Y- 1 of e best bfs/gfs any1 could ask 4.
Z- U're a little too hard 2 find.


Date : Sunday, September 17, 2006
Time : 3:21 PM
Title : tagged.


i have been tagged by jennifer and foongling.
current mood : happy ( i guess so )
current taste : thirsty ( i nd water! )
current clothes : tshirt shorts ( undergarments too )
current desktop : i dun uds lehx. u mean the wallpaper?
toenail colour : i nvr paint my toenails
current time : 12.11 am
current surrounding : study room
current annoyance : nothing, nobody
current best friends : haojie, beekwoon
last crush : a guy ( lolx )
first movie : ju-rac-sic park? ( 4get oready lo )
last movie : little man
last phone call : yuanfang
last song played : down ( JJ )
have you ever dated one of ur best friends : YES! i DATED both of them b4 lo
have u ever broken the law : of cos no lahx
have u ever been arrested : nvr broke law, arrested for wat
have u ever been skinny-dipped : dun uds, poor vocab
have u been on tv : nopex
have u ever kissed someone u dunno : NO LAHX! siao ar
5 things u r wearing now : specs, earrings, necklace, tee, shorts
3 things u can hear now : my typing sound, song playing, fan blowing
1 thing u will do when u are bored : complain tat im sianx
5 lucky people to do this :
- huiwen
- joanne
- xueni
- wei earn
- beekwoon




Date :
Time : 5:39 AM
Title : confusion.


confusion.
is what im experiencing NOW
reali confuse abt myself
im losing my senses
i dun reali noe
WHO im now
WHAT i want now
i reali dunno
confusion
confusion
and
more confusion
non-stopping confusion
mayb
im REALLY
not READY for it
give me time
to think
and
make sense out of it
LOVE is something
that makes SOMEONE
lose his/her SENSES
and fall into CONFUSION


Date : Saturday, September 09, 2006
Time : 4:31 PM
Title : things are getting complicated.


FINALLY,
got the time to update my blog
long time since i last updated
busy with WORK
for the BARCLAYS SINGAPORE OPEN
tiring lehx
=
evydae nd wake up so damn early
=X
but got the chance to met
ADAM SCOTT!
alot ppl dunno him lahx
=P
world's 5th golfer
handsome lehx
=X
( wendy's in love! wuahahax )

okiex.
enuff of crapss
=X

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things are getting COMPLICATED!
even im in the state of CONFUSION!
rem dunno wat the hell m i thinking abt
dunno wat idiotic feelings im experiencing
dunno wat kind of thoughts m i having

have i overworked? =X
( hope not )

i reali dunno when
i start
thinking of such
idiotic n moron things
that i nvr expect myself
to be thinking abt

reali CONFUSED NOW!
feel like doing nthing
feel like feeling nthing
work work work
and NOT
think think think

-------------------------------------------

okiex!
i owned up
im happy when im with him
i reali smiled n laughed alot
i like to spend time with him

no matter how tired im
i nvr fail to hope to spend time
with him

( i noe im crazy to have such tods )

SHIT!
im getting more sensitive lo
whenever his smses
are SHORTER than USUAL
i got panicked
i got worried
cos he is not longer the "old" him
tat smses with me often ( daily? )

*hit head*
*slap face*

ENOUGH WENDY!
stop all these thoughts

LOVE comes and goes
whenever and wherever IT WANTS
and
not when n where YOU WANT


Date : Monday, September 04, 2006
Time : 3:40 PM
Title : barclays singapore open


BARCLAYS SINGAPORE OPEN
big major event
had to work 5am evyday
from mondae till wednesdae
( cab provided by SGC )
but is still tiring lo
=\
i jus bathed
after i got home from work
and now wat time isit?
12.36am liao
cab cming to fetch at 4.15am.
need to wait for my hair to dry
before i slp
ard 1.30am
then 3.30am need to wake up,
prepare for work
SIAO LAHX
although it's fun
but
it's tiring!
im oni looking forward
to
THURSDAY!
OFF DAY!
decided to go jamming
wuahahax
=X
long time didnt touch the drums liao
missing my drums!
=P
feelings came
naturally
wanna stop it?
i dunno if i can do it
all i hope
is to
LET NATURE TAKES ITS CAUSE


Date : Sunday, September 03, 2006
Time : 5:27 PM
Title : 1st piggyback =P


tired tired tired tired tired
im reali tired todae
working from 2pm to 11.30pm
ya.
as compared to last time
it's short
BUT!
todae work non-stop lo
non-stop in the sense
no slacking time
=X
i had been ironing
the table cloths
the chair covers
the whole dae lo
--"
my back is so damn tired
HEN SUAN AR!
but
tml would be fun!
all the "woodlands" gang
are goin to work
TOGETHER
woots.
haojie
esther
xiankai
jianhong
gillian
me
wuahahax
it would be fun!
weex.. =X
hmmx.
went for supper jus now
and
haojie "decorated" this
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hahax.
i tink it looks cute lehx..
l0lx.
hmmx
rem my previous post?
about my sister missing me?
well
i gt the "note" she gave me
to be posted
in this entry
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that's the pic
=))
so sweet n nice of her
=X
okiex
shall update more when im free then
=))
oh ya.
b4 i forget
hahax.
must thanks hj
=X
( u shld noe wat lahx =P )
this is my life
i live it the way i want it
wendy, this is me
this is my character
and
it's none of your business
if you hate it
don't comment much
thanks


Date : Saturday, September 02, 2006
Time : 3:59 PM
Title : blur girl


came back to blog abt some things
that i 4got to mention
in the previous entry
went shopping todae
and
i FELL IN LOVE
( wendy's in love! omg! )
with a WHITE BAG
at ZINC
i fall for it
AT FIRST SIGHT
=X
i reali like it so0oo0oo much lo
but then
i didnt buy it
=\
cos i 4get to bring my
zinc membership card
( lolx. 2pid me )
so decided to buy it
some time nxt week?
or whenever im release
early from work
=))
yupx.
and i bought a necklace todae!
i fall for it at 1st sight oso
wuahahax
=X
$6.90
and tat sales girl
was. BLUR
she told me is $13.80
which is the price for 2!
she is reali gong lahx. =X
when i hand her the necklace
she went to look for it
at her own stall
trying to find what's the price
and i pointed to her
when is the necklace
she saw the price
and charge me for the price of 2!
lucky i ask her
she kept telling me 1 for $6.90
please lahx
i noe
and i oni bought one lo
ONE ! NOT TWO!
( relax~ )
in the end she double check
n confirmed
tat i oni bought one
can some one reali be tat blur?
heng i got ask y $13.80
if not
she CHEATED MY MONEY!
=X
okiex.
tat's abt it
=)
谁会来守护我?
至少还你
但我只需要一个
那,就是你
=)


Date :
Time : 12:00 PM
Title : a great dae out =)


FINALLY!
an off day

=D

actuali shld b working todae
asst. manager n cap
dun let me off
but luckily
cap last min
let me off liao
WUAHAHAX
=P

so happy.

no off dae todae
means
no off dae till end of sgp open
( ard 10 sept )

can die okiex? =X

went out todae.
with my dearest meimei
=)

went to bugis n fareast
jus to shop for my
BLACK PANTS and BLACK SHOES
( for work )
btr to get another part of pants
( cos i oni got 1 )
black shoe cos
i DISLIKE HIGH HEELS!
esp when im working long hrs
my legs will get tired lorx
=X

well
saw lots of couples
=X
envy?
not reali lahx..
=P

i oni wanna commend on their behaviors oni
=X
KISSING on the escalator!
my own opinion lahx.
i dislike tis kind of actions
wan to kiss then kiss at home lahx
smmore make so much noise
X.X
so diao lo
=( okiex.enuff of these. so auntie.)

feeling kinda of weird
not working todae
=X

but lucky i did off todae
if not
i will be dying
and
REGRETFUL
( like that guy in "CLICK" )

i had been working since mondae
when i got home
my family are all aslp
when i woke up
all are out
honestly
i didnt noe tat i neglected my sister
=
till ytd nite
i got home
saw smthing tat she
drew and wrote

"jiejie, meimei miss you! muacks"

then i realised
i am reali is a failure
haix.
i reali neglected my sister

well
work isnt evything
my sister is!

when i read tat
i nearly cried out
cos i reali regretted
not accompanying her
for the passed few daes

i went to her room
and gave a kiss on her cheek
it doesnt bother whether she knew it anot
as long as i reali love tis
little sister of mine
=))

sorriex for neglecting u

muacks
jiejie still love u okiex?
and
is missing u when im at work de
=D


no more next time.
promise.




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